You were flying in the air and you kept going "Again dad throw me up again". You had the purple dress that you would always wear. You were small again and your Aunt Isabel and Uncle Farlan were there. You ran straight into their arms when your dad put you down. You felt warm inside being with them, but slowly they both started walking away from you and your dad.
You finally woke up after that dream, you put your hands over your eyes because your head was pounding and you wanted to cry after seeing them again. You got up after a while of laying in bed. You put on some new clothes since you were still in last night's pair. You are trying to put the pieces of last night back together since you don't remember all that much.
The last thing you somewhat remember is seeing your uncle and then you woke up, you feel like you are gonna die since you decided to get wasted before going outside of Wall Rose. You walk down the stairs of the quiet halls, it's fairly early and we won't be leaving for another hour.
Your head is pounding, you finally get to the kitchen to make yourself some tea and you feel arms wrap around you from behind. "Eren what are you doing up so early?" you question. "I wanted to see your beautiful face". He connected his lips to yours and he felt you smile against his lips and you broke your kiss.
"Are you nervous?" you had a worried look on your face because you knew we would not be leaving with everybody you came with. Losing people you truly cared about was the worse part of this. You hated leaving good hearts who didn't deserve to be taken from this world so soon. He pulls you into a hug kissing the top of your head, "I don't want to be nervous about it but I am a little but you're placed near Jean and Armin so I hope that you'll be okay". You think it's sweet but you make a snarky comment back to him "You know I don't need a man to protect me I'd be perfectly fine on my own without Jean or Armin" "I am probably stronger than the both of them."
He smiled because your attitude set you apart from everybody else you didn't want help from anybody. But deep down you did sometimes need help. "Y/n I know you I just worry you know?" "Please don't die on me Y/n I need you". He spoke so softly while holding you his walls were down he wasn't hiding anything. You look him in the eyes "I swear I will try my very best not to die".
You finally broke your embrace once you heard people walking down the stairs, you grabbed your cup and made your tea and you walked over to Sasha. "Sashhhh you lay your head down her shoulder." "My head is killing me." Jean and Connie sit down with you and Sasha. Jean smiled at you "So do you remember anything about last night doll?" "Not really doll, I don't," you reply. Jean smirked "You started to give Yeager a lap dance before Erwin came to rescue you. You feel immediately embarrassed after hearing you drunkenly did this. "What? Oh my god." You shove your face down into Sasha's shoulder and whisper to her. "Please kill me". You thought about what would happen if your dad caught wind of what happened last night with Eren.
After breakfast, you were all outside getting prepared for the mission outside the walls. You rounded up your horse and jumped up Jean and Armin were next to you as planned as well as Reiner.
All of the scouts could feel the nerves rise as you all make it closer to the walls ending. You see Sasha sit in fear overseeing a titan so up close. You honestly felt the same, you didn't want to die in the hands of a titan that wasn't how you would want to go out.
You start to pick up speed away from the town full of titans you are right near Armin. Riding on your horse you separated from Jean and Reiner. You see a shot of black smoke go up into the sky.
An abnormal titan.
You hold up your signal flare and shoot off black smoke. You get closer to Armin to figure out what's going on. "Y/n? Are you okay?" the nervous blonde asks. "Yeah, I am okay what is going on though?"
"They took the abnormal down".
You kept riding only to hear loud stomps from behind you and Armin. You both turned around to see another abnormal running fast. "Another one?" you say. The fear is setting in now. Armin sets off the shot of black smoke. The scouts behind you trying to take the titan out were killed instantly by the titan.
You looked at Armin in fear. "She just threw them to the ground??" you said in disbelief in what you just say. You and Armin started going faster on your horses. She was catching up to you and Armin. She was right above you when Armin released the horse next to him.
Then it all happened so fast Armin was thrown off the horse with her foot. Next thing you know you were thrown off your horse with Armin she checked Armins and yours faces and left you both.
Reiner came and got you both back up on your horses and you were back on to riding. Armin was talking to Reiner about the abnormal when he forgot to set off black smoke. When Jean came from behind shooting off back smoke. He rides up next to you "You okay doll?" he asks. "I'm good for now thanks" you reply.
"She has intelligence, she is like Eren and a human is controlling that titan," Armin says.
You all look at Armin like he's crazy. "Cover your faces with your hoods. We don't want her to see our faces if she doesn't see your face she won't kill us." "She's going after Eren." the blonde says.
The worries fill your head about Eren and if he's okay. We all plan to take her down and begin riding closer to her with Armin. But then time begins to slow down instantly she kicks you and Armin up into the air. You think about how you will go out flying in the air. Then the impact of hitting the ground was enough to knock you out.
You wake up with a pounding in your head you can sorta see but everything is very bright at the moment so you try to keep your eyes closed. You can tell you are in somebody's arms but you are very weak at the moment. "Don't die on me doll I need you, we all need you."
Jean.
You are out cold now.
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