24th December 2020

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Its finally Christmas... And im spending it in here... This hell hole is just deteriorating my hope..... Dario's killing me mentally... My head hurts. My heart isnt beating as fast as it used to. Im loosing hope that anyone will find me..

My irene... I just wanna go home to my pack.. I wish I could be the one to put Lunar to rest for the final time... I wish I could tell them all what happened. I wish I could text them. Or see them even if its for a moment. I'd do anything to see them or talk to them even if its over the phone.

Huh? Dario's here..? again... great... I'll have to finish this later...

He kept me later than yesterday. Its 5 o'clock in the evening. He took me out at 11 o'clock in the morning. 6 hours in total. He had me do the cleaning then the cooking. Almost forced me to do something i'd never EVER do with anyone I hate. Eventually he made me kill 5 people. 3 butlers and 2 maids.. All innocent people.. I'VE KILLED INNOCENT PEOPLE ALL BECAUSE OF HIM!! ugh... im just so.. Tired of him.. All I want to do lie down in the garden and never wake up again ,surrounded by my pack and friends...

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