Please don't ignore me.
I need to know that you have acknowledged my existence.
I can't stand the thought of you avoiding me.
It's not a problem that I know how to solve.
That would be like breaking my heart slowly, into a tiny thousand pieces.
And even after that it would just continue to break.
Eventually the breaking would just sink into my soul.
And then I would be nothing.
Nothing but misery, neglect, and sorrow.
Not only would I be a broken heart and a neglected soul.
I would be the definition broken spirit.
And to me that's the ultimate punishment.
It would be like a deathless death.
