13. Conflict

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I'm so conflicted.

I don't know what to do.

I feel like I'm going insane

You're holding your coat over me in the rain.

This has never happened to me before.

And i realize my life is changing and I'm getting older.

The conflict has only just begun.

Here are the only things that have brought me pain.

Men.

My whole life has been circulated by pain.

And all because of men.

But I've met a few diamonds in the rust.

And I always push them away.

It's like I think I don't deserve them.

So I push them on to another girl.

It's like I don't want them to care for me because they'll get hurt.

But I don't understand why.

But here you stand in front of me.

A true gentleman.

So now what?

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