a.i x | Ashton Irwin

last letter

Im afraid to say this is going to be my last letter to you anonymous,

I can't do this anymore.

right now I'm in my room, sitting on the edge of my bed as I write this horribly written letter to you and wait for my body to shut down. I finally did it, I finally sucked up the nervous and shoved the handful of pills in my mouth,

I'm finally going to die.

and I write to you instead of my parents because they didn't want me anyways. they we're going to send me away to a mental institution tomorrow. I can't go there, I won't.

so I decided to spend my last living moments here alive writing this letter to you.

thank you for being my first love and now the reason to my last smile.

I love you, although I don't know you.

-Em