Matsukawa x fem! Reader

Prologue

Third person POV:

Y/n was getting ready to check up on the cows her family owned when her phone began ringing, it was her grandma. She answered face falling flat,
"You're messing with me right gram?" She asked voice uneven,

"I wish I was hunny," her grandmother started voice breaking. "Your father is gone, he was caught in the blast and suffered a heart attack in the ambulance. They tried everything they could," she finished. You could hear her crying on the other end of the call, tears starting to run down your face. She could hear her grandma taking a deep breath before she started again, "I think it best if you get to the house, we need to talk about something." Y/n could barely register what her grandma was saying, she could only mumble a yes in reply.

A/N: y/n was talking in English to gram and will be talking to tooru in Japanese

She ended the call with her grandma and immediately called tooru, she didn't care what time it was over there or what he was doing. She needed to talk to him, by this point she was crying harder. After waiting what seemed to forever she heard tooru's groggy voice, "y/n?? Why are calling it's like 3am," he waited for a response but heard what sounded like crying. "Are you crying what's wr-" he was cut off by a sob,

"Tooru, he's dead. Dads dead," she said between her sobs. She could hear want sounded like him sitting up in his bed,

"What do you mean dad's dead" he sounded distraught

"Gram just told me, I needed to tell you. I know you guys weren't as close as me and him but-" she stopped as she heard a door creek. She could hear her mom's voice muffled telling tooru that he needed to get dressed now, that they had to leave to go to the airport. Then the call cut out and ended. She got home as fast as she could.

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She opened the door to the sound of her grandma crying and her grandpa pacing in circles. Y/n immediately went to hug her grandma as they both cried, her grandpa waited a few minutes before speaking up. "I called your mother and told her what happened, her and tooru will be flying out for the funeral. I'll Take care of the planning, I don't want to put any of it on you guys.." he trailed off voice breaking. "From what little conversation we had your mother thinks it would be good if you came back with her and tooru to Japan. I know it's a lot to be just dropped on you," he took a few breaths to keep from crying "but I think it would be good, you haven't seen them in years. You could always come visit us, I can arrange tickets for you flights,"

She stopped listening after that. There was so much happening, she was having trouble processing everything. There was no way her dad had died, he was perfectly fine this morning, she knew this had to be a bad dream she was sure of it. She just had to get back in bed and she'd wake up and this nightmare would be over. Y/n had practically ran to her room shutting the door behind her, leaping onto her bed she covered herself in blankets telling herself to wake up. She countinued these antics until she had eventually fallen asleep

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Hours had passed, y/n was conscious long enough to look at her phone seeing the new messages from both Iwazumi and Tooru

@/#1g0dzillafan: 6hours ago
Y/n, tooru told me what happened I'm
So sorry for your loss, everything is
Gonna be okay. I'll be here for you even
If I'm hours away

@/yourhandle:
Has reacted to your message ❤️

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@/yourfavtooru: 6hours ago
Don't worry y/n-Chan I'm coming, we'll
Be okay.

@/yourfavtooru: 3hours ago
Just a few more hours sis

After reading the messages y/n had went back to bed not wanting to face the reality of things.

The next two weeks had felt like a blur to y/n, something about her just was the same. Her grief consumed her, sleeping all day and night barely eating. She lost her best friend, and now she was moving across the world? Nothing could make this any better. Tooru had tried to cheer her up multiple times, but to no avail not even he could make things better, he hopes he can help her.

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The day of the funeral was the worst, y/n couldn't stop crying no matter how hard she tried. She clung to Tooru the entire time, he kept telling her it's gonna be okay and that he's here. When the viewing had started tooru made sure to walk to the casket with y/n, he knew it was going to extremely hard for her. She just cried louder, making him tear up he couldn't believe that was his father it looked like him but it also didn't at the same time. He looked as if he was made of wax. He lead y/n outside so he could try again to calm her down. He seemed to make a bit of progress. They sat outside for the rest of the funeral, tooru told her all about aoba johsai and how much she would love it over there.

Once the funeral was over everyone had gone home, and tooru helped y/n start to pack up stuff for the big move. Y/n had taken all her essentials as well her dad's old shirts, it helped her cope with the loss of who raised. The move was a lot her y/n but she had Tooru with her the whole time which made things better.

It had been a few weeks since moving back to Japan, she was still struggling with the time difference, but was adjusting as best as she could. Unfortunately for her school starts tomorrow and she really was hating the uniform, but that's something she would have to get used to. She set alarms on her phone, praying she'd wake up in the morning. Eyeing the picture of her and her dad sitting on her dresser "wish me luck tomorrow dad, I'll miss you everyday" and with that she plugged in her phone and went to sleep
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A/n: alrighty that should be about all the sappy stuff

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