my ordinary life | Dream

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backstory : dream finaly escapes prison and runs far away from the dream smp and goes to his safe house (only george and sapnap know about) but the guilt from hurting the ones he loved is overwhelming.

tw: suicide and pills

D r e a m ' s p o v

Can you heal me? Have I gained too much?

I looked at the pills sitting in the corner of the kitchen, I wish I had the guts to just do it.

When you become untouchable, you're unable to touch

"fuck it"

I grabbed the pills before walking towards the bathroom.

I looked into the mirror.

My eyes were puffy and red.

I looked away before sitting down on the floor.

Shaking.

Is there a real me? Pop the champagne

"i wish they knew..."

"..that this was never supposed to happen..."

"...but It hurts me just to think and I don't do pain."

Stayin' still, eyes closed

I open the bottle.

Let the world just pass me by

I took the 8 in my hand and played down on my back.

Pain pills, nice clothes
If I fall, I think I'll fly

I started feeling dizzy as i watched 2 blurry figures burst through the doors as i closed my eyes.

Touch me, Midas
Make me part of your design

G e o r g e ' s  p o v

Me and Sapnap walked into the house.

"Dream?" i called...he didn't answer.

"Dreammmmm?" i called out again , now i was getting worried.

We saw the bathroom door open.

"Dream?"

Me and Sapnap walked in as he closed his eyes.

"DREAM!" i yelled before running over.

I felt my eyes water as i bent down to check his pulse.

None to guide us

I let out a sob as there was no pulse.

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"George?"

"He took pills.."
Sapnap said sniffling.

I let out another sob

I took a deep breath "How did we not notice he was hurting...we told him it wasnt his fault.."

"..He was just lost in the facade."
Sapnap said finishing George's sentence.

I feel pain for the very last time.





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