SELFISH *Taekook*

The Truth

^What a great song to listen to. It came right on while I was writing this . 

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"We need to talk" 

Jungkook mumbled as he looked at Jimin , heart beating faster and faster every second. Jimin looked at him with confused eyes on why they needed to talk but then he remembered what happened a while back. 'are we gonna talk about what happened' he thought in his head. So he looked back at Jungkook and mumbled an "Ok" but the next words Jungkook said made him think that this 'Thing' they are gonna talk about must be serious and important cause never in millions years he would think Jungkook would say "Its best if you take off  your promise ring" Now Jimin was getting nervous cause why did he need to take it off he always kept it on , Even when they had the biggest arguments  , gosh he even kept it on when he heard Jungkook say Taehyung's name in his sleep. He always kept it on but now Jungkook told him to take it off. Jimin felt like crying but he didn't want to show so he slipped off his promised ring and set it on the table. "Jungkook wha-" Jimin didn't get to finish his sentence when Jungkook stopped him "Jimin I just need you to listen to me" Jungkook said . He was so nervous but he has to do it , weather Jimin was ok with it or Not .

"Jimin.. remember how everyday , I'll walk Taehyung to class" Jungkook asked not yet looking at Jimin , but Jimin thought about it , its been so long since they walked together but yes he do remember . He remember how heartbroken he was everyday to his Boyfriend and his Best friend giggling and smiling at each other as they walked to class. So yes he do remember , he looked at Jungkook and mumbled a "Yes" Jungkook let out a heavy sign . How in the fuck was he supposed to say this , Jesus he wants to come out and say it ' I have feelings for Taehyung ' but he can't just jump right out and say it.. Can he? but he thought about it , Jimin has feelings to . He has to for once think about what the other person is feeling and not just about himself. This whole time through the whole Love Triangle all he cared about was Himself  and who would make him happy in the end. For fuck sakes he's been playing both sides. Right after he gets in an argument with one of them he'll run to other , now that he thinks about it he feels sick to his stomach cause that's such fuck boy moves but this whole thing has to come to an end. So he looked at Jimin for the first time since he started "Everyday we would go behind the stairs and we would do things that wasn't right" Jungkook said fiddling with his hands . Jimin stared at him with wide eyes he fucking knew something was going on , He knew it yet he ignored it because he didn't want to believe his first love was cheating on him with someone he knew since they where kids. He ignored it because he was scared he might lose the Love of his life , he fucking loves Jungkook with his whole heart . He gave everything to this man , his body , his loyalty and his love . So what did Jimin do to deserved this in return. 

"Why" he asked voice cracking as he looked down . He knew if he stared any longer at Jungkook's face he would most likely break down .  "why would you cheat on me Jungkook, did I do something wrong" Jimin asked trying so hard to hold in his sobs . Jungkook looked Jimin feeling so guilty ' no Jimin you did nothing wrong ' he wanted to say but it felt like glue was stuck on his lips making him stay shut. "What did he give you that I couldn't" Jimin once again said but this time Jungkook saw tear drops fall from eyes and landed on his clothes . "Jimin..." he said trailing off  "You don't say that , you gave me everything I swear its not you. It's just..." he said trailing off once again but not looking at Jimin anymore instead he have his head casted down and a few tears trailing down his cheeks . "Its just what Jungkook , please tell me" Jimin looked up at Jungkook with desperate eyes he just really want to know what went wrong "I don't even know Jimin , It just happened" Jungkook said still not looking up from what he was looking still but the next words Jimin said made Jungkook look up at him with guilt. "Did you fall out of l-love with me" Jimin asked feeling more hot tears cast down his cheeks once again "Jimin.. I really don't know ." and it was true he didn't know how he felt, did he really fall out of love Jimin? he doesn't want to believe he did but a strange feeling in his gut he knew he did and he fell head over heels for Taehyung but for some reason he can't admit it. 

"Do you love him" Jimin asked putting his hands over his lap while his left leg was shaking up and down. Jungkook stared at Jimin for a few seconds before looking some else where , is this the time he finally tell Jimin how he truly felt? What would happen next when he finally come clean , would Jimin yell or slap him whatever it was he deserve it. So he looked back at Jimin they both staring at each other into Jungkook spoke up "Yes" he said he was waiting for a Yell or a slap but all he got was a choked sob and as he turned back to look at Jimin all he saw was Jimin holding his face while his hands where shaking and he was letting out loud cries. "Why Jungkook , Why " Jimin asked getting up and walking towards the wall to slide down it and put his hands and his head in his knees as he was sobbing and crying even harder. No this is not what he wanted he wanted Jimin to be angry at him to hit him and yell at him but he didn't want Jimin to have a break down like this . But what fuck did you except Jungkook the boy you been with for years now you just told you don't love him anymore and cheated on him for so long just to fall inlove with best friend. 'Idiot' he told himself. What should he do now? He should just get up and leave and let Jimin be alone because maybe he need that , so he got up grabbed his car keys and was about to leave into Jimin reached over grab his arm and said "Don't leave Jungkook please , I need you" He choked out but Jungkook being Jungkook he gently shook off Jimin hand "Jimin I think its best if we be alone for some time now" He replied about to leave once again but Jimin stopped him again "... Kiss me for the last time please" Jimin stared at Jungkook with sadden in his eyes , he just wants to feel Jungkook for the last time before he's no longer his. Jungkook looked at Jimin unsure on if he should do it or not but the way Jimin looked at him he felt so bad so walked back over to Jimin and kneeled down "The last time"  Jimin" Jungkook mumbled as he took hold of Jimin cheek . They both leaned in and they kissed , this kiss should have felt special but for some reason Jungkook felt nothing , no spark , no heart beating just nothing and that's when he finally knew he really doesn't love Jimin anymore 'damn I really don't love him anymore' he thought . But he breaks the kiss and doesn't say anything but gets up and leave .  "Thank you for the happiest years of my life k-kookie" Jimin whispered but Jungkook didn't hear as he was already gone. Jimin touched his lips with a smile on his face.  

Before he broke down and cried again.  

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That's the end of Jikook :(

"Thank you for the happiest years of my life" -  Jaymes Young 

-cece