I took a couple weeks off to get my head straight. But 6 weeks later I'd been feeling off, sick to my stomach and not myself. I just thought it was from all the heartache and stress.
Roman tried to talk to me and call but I'd sent him to voicemail. I just wanted to go on with my life.
Yes I loved him but he was with someone else so I had to ignore him and everything that had to do with him and tried to stay busy.
2 months later
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After that day I'd see Roman around back stage I would feel someone staring and look up he'd have those beautiful eyes on me.
He looked like he hadn't slept or ate much. I'd have to look away it hurt too much.
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Becky was there visiting Seth and he had to do some promos.
So we went to lunch to catch up. I had made some great friends there Becky was one but she had been out due to being pregnant and I'd missed our talks and just hanging out.
She was talking about something and I didn't feel good at all and kinda zoned out staring at my plate and moving the food around not eating.
I guess Becky noticed she snapped her fingers in face to get my attention.
"Huh? Oh sorry Becky what were you saying?" I asked.
"I've been trying to get your attention I've been calling your name. What's wrong? Plus your phone has been going off. You don't look so good either." Becky asked.
"Oh it's probably my sister. I'll call her back. I don't know haven't been feeling to good. I'm sorry. Everything seems to be make my stomach hurt. I get up too fast and I feel light headed."
All of sudden I feel like I'm gonna puke I quickly ran to the bathroom.
I hear the door to the bathroom open and Becky called out.
"Melissa u in here? U ok? Need me to get you something for your stomach?" Becky says.
"No thank you. Hold on I'll be out in a minute." I say.
