I feel too much and nothing at all.
I feel fine then want to scream at the same time.
"Bipolar" they say.
"Depressed" they say.
"Your anxiety is overwhelming" they say.
And while these things may be true, it doesn't change how I'm treated.
Fill me with meds to make me numb, but that doesn't stop a blade from going across my skin.
Threats to go back to the mental facility drain me as I'm being watched.
I am far from in between.
