Because I Love you (Completed)

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Before you all read I want to apologize to all of you I will tell the reason below till then enjoy reading ☺️

Mew
It's been a week me and Gulf are living together in my house after that incident Gulf nightmares become bad
He cry in sleep and when he walk up I can see he try so hard to hide his pain but Ik that he is hurt I think something bad happen in past and now that incident I am sure if police are not involved in this I will surely kill him by my own hands.
We are almost together except he work in different department in my own company but I don't want him to do that I want him by my side but when I see him working I see his passion and love to word his work so I did not dare to do that well at least me and him leaving together he want to go back to his house but I always stop him there is reason he is really disturb he look like he is okay but I observed him his is getting nightmares and he try to hurt himself but gladly I stop him when saw he cry so much I really hate to see him like that and in company also there is people fu*cking mouth who talk behind back but he is strong that he ignore that and in this bad condition how can I left him alone so I stop him.
I also come come to know about that his best friend Mild I regret what I did to him because I can't able to control my jealousy Ik I did wrong I alredy apologize to him I am shocked that he easily forgive me I thought how can he be so good I am thankful to God that I found him whenever I thought about him my day automatically get brighten.
Today I am thinking to do something for him and my plan is almost completed.

Gulf
I am so thankful to Mew he help me but I my nightmares and depression is killing me from inside thanks to God this time god give me Mew if there is no Mew I don't think so I am here working alive I will end my life already
But whenever Mew is with me that thought never come he cheer up me he help me a lot we saty together so ik he alredy had know how I am feeling now when I think that I feel regret that why I not accept his proposal.
When he is with me I feel strong he make me happy when I get nightmares he help me cuddle with me erase all my negative thoughts we do so fun together he always distract me and my thoughts he never make me sad he keep making me more and more happy and joyful I feel like I getting my old side which I forget that who really I am I after that past talking about that I feel like this is the time to tell him about my past I don't want him to feel regret having me I don't want him to leave me I want him I relize I not have crush on him but I love him and no matter what I going to propose him even he will not accept me.
I remember that day when I almost kill my self  I make me so worried that he not go to company coz of me for some day he take care of me in hospital also
He is really sweet kind  loving and caring person which make me more close him I share everything to him now even ik he know about me I laugh so hard first time that day to his face when I tell him about Mild after that he take me to amusement park and restaurant as a sorry we had so fun and I really enjoyed that day I relize life is a long journey there is so many ups and down but we have to fight from that and I decided to fight from my ghost I also try to ask that I can go  home but he is so protactive and caring that he not let me go and this happen before I try to kill myself and I thankful to him he hold me and not let me go that day.
Kao is also tease me so much now a days.
Me and him become a good friend and he is like a 2nd brother to me ik Mew is saying to him to be with me so they both are taking care of me like I am a gems or something ik I make them worried that's why I feel so good to have this people beside me.
Mew also told me about his past relationship how that aashole who hurt him and use him cheat him behind his back he really get hurt because that time he really love him that he is ready to sacrifice his own life but he is not worth it
He hurt and suffer that he stop making any this kind of relationship.
But when he meet me that feeling which is gone comeback and I make him fall more and more that I make him to do crazy things.
I feel so spacial and happy to know that I am spacial to someone this much except Mild of course that I also have someone.

He said he want to go with me somewhere today I am so excited and happy for that we are having another fun tonight.

Ik it's short I am really really sorry for that and I am also really sorry I apologize to those people who like
this book I can't able to continue this book because I don't know what do about this story I have no idea so i am not taking this story to long maybe next chapter will be last chapter and trust me I have no idea about this story anymore so sorry for that
I also apologize if I am not capable or reach to anybody acceptation towards this story  🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Lastly thank you so much and love u all for always supporting this story for ur comments likes thank you so much adding this book to ur reading list and thank you for your  love toward this story and interest.
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