Hello beautiful people I'm back! I hope you enjoy. also warning: it talks about some insecurities and small mention of a panic attack. other than that I hope you enjoy the chapter!
Y/N POV~
I wake to an empty bed and I look around seeing I'm in an oversized t-shirt and some boxers, my hair in a messy bun. I smile and get out of bed grabbing my phone smelling something good downstairs looking for my girlfriend.
"Baby?" I yell out. I hear her chuckle and I run up to her wrapping my arms around her waist putting my face in her back. Last night was so stressful and I just want to be with Akali all day and just hangout together,"What are you making sweet face?"
"Sweet face?" she says looking back at me. I smile nodding at her, she smiles back and turns back to cooking us breakfast,"Well I'm making my princess some breakfast and-"
"Your eating to right babe?" I asked cutting her off looking upset at her. She laughs and kisses my nose and I smile.
"If you let me finish i was going to say I'm making food for us and we are going to chill because I was so upset when you got mad last night, like seeing you hurt made me feel bad." She said hugging my waist, kissing my forehead. I feel really bad about what happened last night, I lost my cool and I wasn't myself. I had gotten so mad over this girl I don't know and let her get to me. I sigh and hug Akali back.
"I feel really bad babe, I lost my temper and I let that girl get to me and-" I got cut by Kali kissing me trying to shut me up. She pulls back and looks me straight in my eyes.
"Do not feel bad about what you are feeling in a situation. I'm sorry for putting you in that place. I love you so lets eat food and hangout...just the two of us with no bullshit, okay?" She says hugging me again. I nod my head and walk over to the table so we can eat together. Akali comes over with two plates and then came over with drinks,"So how did sleep last night?" I look at her to see her staring at me with her cheeks filled with pancakes. I laugh at her.
"I slept really well. It felt nice being cuddled by you." I said winking at her. She smirked and finished eating her food and took our plates to the sink. She walks back up to me and grabs my hand and leads me to the couch, sitting down setting me on her lap. I look at her and smile and lean down and peck her lips and laugh and try to stand up. Key word try before I could move Akali smashed her lips on mine wrapping her arms around my waist while I put my hands on the sides of her face. We stay in this position until she snakes her hands closer to my ass. I slowly lean back and look at her. "what are you doing?" I say looking down at her. She licks her lips and looks up and down my body rubbing my hips.
"I'm showing you how much I feel bad." she said grabbing my ass and jiggling it. I laugh and lay my head in her neck. Then out of no where we hear the doorbell. I look at her and she rolls her eyes annoyed, "who is ruining our day."she whines. Then she does something unexpected: she picks me up from my butt and walks over to the door. I wrap my legs around her waist and my arms around her neck and surprisingly she had no trouble walking with me in her arms.
'This is weird...I've never been picked up before.' She walks to the door and opens the door and we see Kai staring at us annoyed. I look at her and Akali and they are. glaring at each other... and hard.
"Hi Kai." I said smiling at her. She looks over at me and gives me a small smile.
"Hello Y/N. Is it ok if I come in and talk to the both of you." Kai says looking at the both of us. Before Akali says 'no' I shake my head yes and get out of my girlfriends arms and open the door for Kai. Akali looks pissed but I give her a look of 'lets hear her out' and she rolls her eyes but agrees to it. I close the door and walk over to were they where sitting. I look at them still glaring at each other and I clear my throat. Kai looks at me and then back at Akali and clears her voice," Look I'm sorry that Sera was rude to the both of you. She should of respected that the two of you were dating and I apologize for putting you in that situation it wasn't cool so I'm sorry." Kai says in her thick British accent. I look over at Akali and she still looks pissed but not as much as she did before.
"So what are you going to do about Seraphine, isn't the reason she joined to date Akali?" I asked confused. Kai rolls her eyes,obviously annoyed by the reason she set up Akali, and looks at the both of us with a serious face.
"Look Ahri is still riding for Seraphine to join the group but me and Eve were talking that if we really need a new singer," She stopped and stared at me."We could have Y/N join..." I start laughing thinking Kai was joking. Her and Akali looked at me like I was crazy and I stopped laughing.Oh this isn't a joke? I looked at her like she was crazy and was super confused because why would they want to join.
"I don't sing like that and y'all go on tours and do concerts no I just- no." I said walking away from them silently freaking out about joining the band. I started panicking because no one has really heard my music or sing and now I'm stressing out about it. I feel tears in my eyes as I roll up in a ball. I hear the door open and Akali rushes to my side seeing me the way I was. I felt so weak but I felt so warm in her arms. I calmed down and looked at Akali. She looked at me and smiled and wiped the rest of my tears away. She kissed my forehead and rubbed my back then pulling me unto her lap.
"You ok?" she asked, putting her hands on my hips rubbing them. I shake my head in place my head in the crook of her neck.
"I just don't want to make a complete fool of myself if I were to join the band also I look nothing like you guys." I said tiredly.
"what do you mean you look like Eve a little bit but I mean you guys are-"
"thats not what I mean," I cut her off. I stand up pulling her up with me taking her to her mirror, "Look at me and look at you. You are lean and skinny and you are tall. Me? I'm the complete opposite so when I say I feel ugly wearing different things this is why. I'm a plus sized girl people will always look at me different. So no I won't join the band when I would be the odd one out." I said not noticing I had tears running down my face. Akali looked shocked about what I said and before she said anything I asked, "can you just take me home?" She nodded her head and led me to her car. We rode in silence all the way back to my house. Akali would look at me and try to make me smile but nothing really worked. WE pulled up to my house and I open the door not waiting for Akali to get it. She walks up to me and hugs me. I try to pull away but she holds me tight.
"Listen Y/N I want you to think about joining the band, ok? Don't think about any of the negative stuff. You are an amazing song writer and singer. Plus a lot of people think you are smoking hot...I've seen your instagram comments. I've told you before and I'll tell you again I do not care about what size you are. I fell in love with you. So don't worry about what haters might say because you'll never know unless you try." she said kissing my nose ,"please don't ever feel like you are a burden by how you look ok? You can seriously kick ass as singer. Your voice is beautiful and the way your words just come together in your head is amazing. I'm proud of you. Just give it a chance. I'd support you if you join or if you just want to do your own thing." she said looking at me. I hug her back and kiss her cheek. I tell her I'll think about it tonight. She leaves me alone for the night and I go to my room and get dressed to go to bed. I looked up at my ceiling feeling something I haven't felt in a long time:dread. I want to try to join the band for Akalis sake but I still am not confident in joining yet. I think about everything when I get a random text.
Unknown~
Do as I say and no one gets hurt.
I'm confused with this text but I don't respond I just look and think about who it could be. I look at my phone again and turn it off backing the number. I'll tell my sister about it tomorrow. I feel very spooked but I'm very tired so I decide to sleep.
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RomanceY/N, the sister of Evelynn, is a mess. She stays home and writes songs and loves romance novels. She has never found love until she meets one of her sisters bandmates. Will fate be on her side? Will they become more than friends? Artwork by: Nuttapo...