Despising You || 𝗳𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗹𝗲𝘆

• L A S T S T R A W •

TW: PHYSICAL ABUSE

Josephine Mae Lupin

The day dragged on.
I was finishing up some work I was meant to do for tomorrow in my dorm. Putting away my quil, I packed away my stuff getting ready to head to Luke's dorm.

I sighed passing a few people in the corridors—trying to regain the little amount of energy I had left to meet up with Luke. I know it was stupid of me to keep going back to him but I didn't know what else to do.

Finally reaching the Ravenclaw entry I quickly said the password entering their common room. A few people I knew waved at me while I forced a smile on to greet them.
I made my way to the boys dorm heading to Luke's. I heard chattering coming from inside, hesitantly I knocked on the door.

The door opened revealing a boy around my age I'd never met before. He leaned on the doorframe eyeing me up and down, licking his lips in the process. Gross.

I rolled my eyes looking to the side "Hey babe-"

"Is Luke here?" I cut him off.

He bit his lip before pushing the door open so I could walk in. "Luke someone's here for you." He yelled out. "When you're done can I have a go?" He whispered towards Luke but I could clearly still hear him.

Luke was sat at the bottom of his bed having his arms wrapped around 2 girls on each side of him— who seemed extremely high, laughing and giggling.

When Luke finally noticed I was here he quickly got up— pushing the other guy aside that had opened the door for me. "Get out." He turned to everyone. "Everyone. Out." He pointed towards the door.

The guys laughed at him "Alright everyone lets head to mine. Let's let Luke shag his girl in peace." He bowed down towards Luke before stumbling out of the room.
After the last person left he shut the door behind them and turned towards me with a smile.

"Didn't know you were coming today?"

"Didn't know you were busy." I mumbled sitting down on the edge of the bed.

"Just had a few friends over." He shrugged, sitting down next to me on the bed.

I fidgeted with my fingers looking up to Luke. His beautiful green eyes looked over to me, like they cared. The boy I fell for.
I leaned in kissing his lips.
He pushed me back slightly letting our lips depart "You ok?" He chuckled at the unexpected kiss.

"Yeah." I shrugged, frowning my brows at him "Isn't this what you want?"

He smirked leaning back in kissing my lips. His cold hand coming in contact with my cheek causing a small shiver to roll down my spine. He licked my bottom lip asking for entrance and I let him, his tongue explored my mouth. He let my lips go— kissing down my neck. I let his hands roam around my body. I felt nothing— I felt gross matter fact. But he's my boyfriend, isn't this what we're supposed to do?

He pushed me down onto the bed pushing his hands inside my shirt as I gulped. This wasn't our first time, most of the times we done it before we we're high or I was.

He leaned up pulling his shirt off. Lifting me up a little so he could take mine off. I was hesitant but I let him. Sighing as he went back to kiss around my stomach while he grabbed my hips and kneaded one of my covered boobs.
Scrunching my eyes close letting my head fall back— trying to convince myself this was what I wanted.

"Uh Luke-" I muttered "Luke wait-"
He shushed me going back up to kiss my lips. I tried to push him away but he wouldn't budge grabbing my hip and neck tighter.
Finally pushing him off causing him to fall beside me.
"Merlin what?" Luke groaned.