I'll see you in the spring

I don't think this will last, she said.
I love you, she said.
I'm breaking up with you, she said.
You didn't shed a tear.
You don't cry .
You won't cry.
You'll say you don't miss her but it is all a lie.

She'll say she's sorry but she won't mean it.
She'll say she loves you but it's all a lie.
She'll have something on the tip of her tounge but she won't say it.
She won't say it.

Your friends worry about you.
They hope that you're alright.
You're fine, you'll say but you know it's all a lie.

Love can be a great thing.
Love can shatter your heart.
Love can bring you together but also break you apart.

Nothing is ever enough, you'll tell yourself.
No one will hear you cry.
You'll burry it all down inside of you.
You don't wanna be here anymore.
There is much to live for, you'll tell yourself.

There is much to live for.

You'll find love again but it won't last.
You'll be angry.
You'll question your albilty to love.
You'll blame yourself even though it's not your fault.

Soon summer and winter will past. You've seen five people and none of it lasted.

You'll take a break from love.
You'll wait paitently even if it takes a million years.
You'll smile at the throught of being in a relationship.
You'll slowly start to feel alive again.

You'll discover that some people just don't like you.
You'll realize that some people are fake.
You'll surround yourself with real true friends.
You'll start to feel a little more like yourself each day.

You'll still wrestle with demons from time to time.
You'll still have nights where you cry in bed.
You'll still feel like a freaking mess but it'll get better.
It'll get better.

I'll see you in the spring, they'll say.
Where the flowers bloom and the air smells fresh.
Where your allergies will hit you like never before.
Where you will take some time to yourself.
You'll see your thoughts again.
You'll see them in the spring.