Yes , My Lord

Blood Moon

A/N Third chapter ! Thanks for sticking around ! Let's go!

Weeks went by pretty uneventful , I was going pretty stir crazy once again , Sesshōmaru had disappeared the last few days and I yet to see him , Jaken only would run around and scowl irritated he was ordered to stay here with me when he wanted to go with him , I definitely understood. One morning the sun was at its highest and Jaken was out in the garden swinging his staff around speaking to Sesshōmaru I wanted to run and speak but raised voices stopped me  "My Lord I am no babysitter! Rin should be back in that village being useful!" Sesshōmaru Banged him on the head "Jaken do as I ask of you!" He hung his head "Yes , My Lord" I felt like such a burden tears ran down my cheeks as I walked back to my room, Sesshōmaru kept me here barely speaking which was normal but now he was no longer around lately and clearly Jaken tired of watching me day In and out , I couldn't blame him but couldn't help but cry and think of Tinjaro " Be strong Rin , Be brave , Be you." I held my head high I wasn't a little girl and I wouldn't be shackled without complaint any longer My Lord or not I was going to give him a piece of my mind. I exited the room on a mission looking around the estate for him but gone ofcourse I eventually bumped into Jaken "Rin what are you doing wondering about so late!!" I ingored his often extravagant outbursts "Where is Sesshōmaru?" He looked surprised at my lack of formality "Rin I don't know what your problem is but it had best wait to seek him out for tonight is a blood moon and our LORD , Is not himself" What was he talking about "Blood Moon" , "What is that?" My anger soon turned into curiosity, crossing him arms he began "Every 100 years a blood moon takes to the sky it puts all demons on edge if they cross each other they battle to the death to establish dominance to find a mate and the strongest of pure blood demons can humans into  yokai . Simply put they are in heat there emotions are at a all time high." Wow I had no idea once again I jumped to conclusions but I shrugged everything I had just heard off because if he would speak more then 5 damn words to me or stop treating me like I'm still a child skipping at his side still then I would have already known! I missed the village the feeling of being needed , And I didn't run from my responsibility to run right into another cage I never did find him instead I decided to drink my sorrows I grabbed a bottle of sake and a cup and headed to the hot spring still huffing and puffing and talking to myself or so I thought "I don't know who the hell he thinks he is! I'm no damn porcelain doll he can keep on the shelf , I am a woman ! And I expect to be treated as such! Waving my cup to the invisible person next to me ,  I'm tired of wasting away ,  maybe I could find the village he spoke of and offer my aid surely they could need it, Demon's still Rome regardless of a jewel or not" Blurting out my frustrations and possible solutions easing my naked body into the warm water I started to pour another cup of sake when I felt eyes on me , I shuttered at the very thought and prayed that it wasn't who I thought it was!  anyone but him and hoping I was imagining things... ofcourse i wasn't, The hot spring was quite large with different sized stones damn them! His head was lifted giving me the strangest glare , I had hoped he didn't hear me , Oh who am I kidding ofcourse he did we just sat in the water staring each other down then I remembered I was NAKED! I Quickly stood up to announce that I was leaving but that was even worse! There was no way out of this he just watched my awarkard exchange with myself with a calm expression "Rin , Sit" Like a spell was placed I did just that sit back into the water he stood up torso bare I had never seen shessmaru bare before he had a slender but fit torso his pale marble skin held a great deal of scars that have seen many battles the ends of his fresh snow hair clung to him from the water , He came through the water over to me , Arousal and excitement stirred in me when , Where other's trembled in fear from him I trembled for a different reason he reached his hand over to me but instead of touching my face he reached over my shoulder and grabbed the cup of sake and swiped it down "Are you unhappy Rin?" Standing right in front of me looking down , This I also was tired of being looked down on , He had already seen me anyway so I stood as well even though he still held the Inchs over me "Yes , Shessmaru I am actually!" Gasping at my display of confidence and curled his lips at me "And why is that rin?" Standing even closer to me he was definitely challenging me but I wasn't backing down I never was one to run I was always daring and curious  "Simply put I am bored , Day In and out I sit here serving no purpose while you take off and when you are here we do not exchange much words anyway when I left the village it was my intention to continue my life on the road the feeling of new soil at my feet not sit in your temple and rot away , I heard Jaken he tires of "Babysitting" me as he puts it but why be upset when it's your doing I told you I wished to be at your side but since being here I've been anywhere but!" He did not speak he seemed to be truly trying to gather a response "Rin , What Do you feel for me?" My eyes widened where the hell did that come from and what did it have to do with our conversation I lowered my head so he didn't see my blushed cheeks I promised I would not speak of this to him and here he is asking me about it plainly while we are sharing a bath both naked .. Great timing I reached to twirl my hair as I often did out of nervousness "I Think you are powerful and dignified , Patient I-" , He cut off my words "Rin I did not ask what you thought of me , I asked what you feel for me?" Oh man I swallowed here goes nothing "Well Sesshōmaru if I'm going to be honest ... I feel pride when I am at your side , I feel invincible when you are near , I feel special when you detest humans but have so much respect for me put aside , I love you Shessmaru I have for quite a while I know these feelings are not returned so I have kept quiet but you have forced my hand so there it is" A thick tension hit the air the water seemed to have gotten unbearably hot and I felt like the air was slowly leaving my body . Say something , Anything. Seconds felt like hours before he responded "What makes you think I don't feel the same" my head whipped up at I saw him looking at me with such gentleness I had never seen him so open i was dumbfounded but glancing at the sky tonight I saw the rings of red dancing behind the trees , I see even the strongest of demon's like him are effected tonight for it did not matter I prepared my heart long ago to not have the love returned and as silly as it sounded I was at peace with that as long as I was near him was enough , I was a little girl when I met Sesshōmaru I suppose it's only normal that he is able to see right through me he tilted my chin once again to face him "Do you not think it's hard for me? I'm not as indifferent as much would perceive me to be I see you Rin in the garden humming to yourself , At first light I see you feeding the birds that fly down and come near you effortlessly you have always been a wanderer  and I desperately want to be where you are , I am a selfish Demon rin but if it is for you there is nothing I would deny you , I know the effect I have on you and it was become painful to control myself  , To Draw the line I have been alive for many years but when I'm with you even if you are not aware of my presence do I only feel truly alive your smiles , your laugh the way you pout when you are displeased , Your courageous and kind spirit . You need me and it gives me purpose. I must be sure to thank that villager for putting you on the path you are meant to walk on back into mine" Was this a dream?  the only one my heart has ever beaten for always so out of reach was here telling me that my heart was never alone , The wasted years , We gazed into each other's eyes as tears rolled down mine "Rin , No longer follow me instead walk beside me" And with that he picked me up setting me on the edge to be at equal eye level and pulling my hips towards him he kissed me oh the emotions in our lips was unbearable for so long I had a fire in me and now he would feel it , his hands squeezed tighter around my hips as I threw my arms around him and tounges danced in a beautiful rythem he started to trail kisses down my chin while he ran his hands around my legs causing soft moans to bounce off the stone, He picked me up carrying me off to his chambers he gently laid me down never breaking his feathery kisses on my neck I snaked my hands through his silky hair as he moved down to my chest flicking his tounge , sucking on my pink peaks I moaned out in pure pleasure , I could hear him breathing heavier and heavier as he trailed kisses down my stomach running his hands down my legs as they started to tremble at his very touch , anticipation was a understatement , I NEEDED him he kissed both insides of my thighs gently before he split me open with his tounge, The sensation shot electricity through my body I immediately arched my back and screamed him name both of my hands still intwined in his hair that I pulled with my motions which only seemed to increase his appetite for the taste of me he made no sounds but I could feel the deep growl's within his chest making his tounge vibrate this new found pleasure would surely be my down fall , I looked down at my demon lord giving me pleasure and a fire galloped through me he met my eyes and he let a devilish smile Cross his face "Are you enjoying the show my dear rin"? I bet my lower lip in equally cynical smile and replied "Yes , My Lord" He started to make his way back up never breaking eye contact until his face was looking down on mine "What was that I couldn't hear you?" Bending to suck on my neck ferociously the mix of pain and ecstasy made my dizzy I threw my legs around him and I could feel his manhood gentaly sliding on my moist outsides , Making him moan into my neck "Will you be mine Rin?" as his hard throbbing center slowly began to find its way into mine I started to dig my nails into his back waiting for the pain I had heard so many village woman talk about then a small pinch began to break through but not quite entirely as he repeated  his question with more force "Will you be MINE Rin!" Finally with one thrust he finally opened me up , I threw my head back & cried out "Yes ,My LORD!!" he let a small chuckle into my neck "I assumed as much" He did not begin to move letting my walls adjust to him the more he stayed still the more moist I became , the pain had gone and went so i pushed down my hands into his lower letting me know it was okay now , slowly he pushed deeper into me sending my eyes in the back of my head it was overwhelming not just because of the feeling but because it was him never would I have thought this would be happening I loved Sesshōmaru with everything I had to be near him was enough but here he was touching me , pleasing me endlessly whispering my name  , His thrusting increased as he sat and I let my legs fall to welcome all of him , Loud high pitched moans escaped as he hit a sensitive area that increased the build up in my lower stomach, each time I said his name a deep moan erupted from his chest he stopped and Stared at me as if really seeing me for the first time he lowered his face to mine "Rin Would you remain by my side forever ? He looked almost child like as if his he could not bear to part with me I moved my hands to cup his face "I will remain by your side for however long forever would allow me" He placed light kisses on me and lifted my face to expose my neck letting his tounge slide across then his fangs dug into my neck . Hard. The pain was excruciating but I did not protest for I trusted my very life with him the room began to spin and my eyes began to pulse all of my senses were heightened and he continued to thrust slowly in me still not removing his fangs from my neck until a hot fluid poured into me them he removed them caressing my cheek "Then forever you shall have rin" Still the room spinned Sesshōmaru Did not release me he kept telling me that it will pass only until the room became tinted with red did I understand what was happening. He had turned me I would be beside him not as a companion but as his equal I was truly indebted to the blood moon as my eyes grew heavy I turned to look at him his eyes were closed but his grip on me was tight. I finally let sleep take me ..