I'd rather have 𝐋𝐎𝐘𝐀𝐋𝐓𝐘 than love, cause love really don't mean jack. See love is just a word,you can love somebody and still stab them in the back. Whereas 𝐋𝐎𝐘𝐀𝐋𝐓𝐘 is an action, you can love or hate me and still have my back.
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﹎ Siyari Nakomi Hurd | Yari 𝐖𝐄𝐃 𝐍𝐎𝐕 𝟒𝐓𝐇,𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 ﹎
I sighed as I sat at the lunch table in Daniel's dinster its currently lunch break. Jakari was back at it again telling me about his storytimes. Physically I was there but mentally I wasn't.
Ever since Saturday I've been in that isolation mood. I been distant and reminiscing all the times me and Durk had together, since I came here I been occupying myself with stuff to do to avoid crying, to avoid coming back to the dark place I was at when my mom was diagnosed.
''Siyari.'' Jakari nudged my shoulder snapping me out of my gaze ''it's been like 4 days since you've been yourself what's wrong?''I looked into his eyes and seen genuine concern but I didn't want to vent, I didn't want to explain. I don't wanna cry,
''That dutty ass kiss on your mind?'' Sincere chuckled and I let out a little laugh shaking my head. The kiss was the last thing on my mind I really didn't think much of it.
''Nope.'' I picked out my phone and seen a text message from my dad.
Pops❤
your gonna get mail today
from who?
why are you answering your phone in class?
its lunch read 12:15 pm
I wonder what the package gon be about, I thought as I put my phone back in my pocket. I looked up as a bunch of girls approached our table.
"Hey.'' The white-blonde twirled her hair.
''The good behavior teacher wants to talk to you guys, Kash is already there.''The dark skin one fidgeted with her nails.
''Tell em ama come later,'' Jakari said dryly looking at me.
''Boy.'' I laughed,'' go ama be good.''
''You sure?'' Sincere asked.
''Yall treating me like a baby.''
''Cause I'm your daddy duh.''Jakari stale faced me and I flipped him off. They laughed as they gave me a hug and walked away with the girls trailing in front of them swifting their hips.
I shifted in my seat as I pulled out my AirPods and plugged them into my ear. ''I keep my gun in my drawers, ducking the sad news. My phone say seven missed calls, I know it's bad news.'' I mumbled as I tapped one of my feet on the floor out of habit.
''This life had left me so scarred, I'm knowing that's true. Remember times got so hard.''I took a deep breath drinking my water. I've never been the type to mourn properly nor have I been the type to mourn cause that shit messes with my mental, so I distract myself.
