"I'm eighteen years old and haven't done anything with my life... I don't have someone who I can make happy every day,"
"Jay-ah, you don't need to worry about that stuff yet," Heeseung comforted. He threw an arm over my shoulder with a reassuring sm...
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--please read me--
I cannot even begin to explain how it feels to come to the end of this book. I'm quite the nostalgic type - I hate the idea of something ending and things changing. Thankfully, with writing I don't think it would be something I would ever put an end to. Much like how I could never ever stop loving Enhypen.
Thank you to you, my readers, who have come along this journey and Jay's journey. I have enjoyed reading your comments and seeing your reactions to my plot twists >:)) I reacted the same way when I came up with the idea and wrote it hehehehe.
Starting this book was very much a whim. I felt so strongly about being Jay biased when I-LAND finished and then their debut, that it drew me to write this book. I chose the theme of first times after going through all of I-LAND, seeing them struggle and work their way to the top. Being honest, Mnet really evil edited Jay to begin with and as a viewer it did influence me a little. But I slowly saw our Jongseong grow and realised how valuable he is to Enhypen.
With that, I'll close by saying that my journey isn't finished!
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July 4th 2025
Coming back to my wattpadd account after so long, I completed this book back in 2021 during my first year at university. Only a few days go I found out that I'll be graduating with a Master's degree after studying for 5 years. I've had a break from studying since I finished my exams in May and wondered for the longest time what my pass-times are, and one of them is writing. Whether it be fanfics or stories of my own making...so, I'm back?
I've grown so differently over the past four years, falling in and out love with K-POP and the fandom etc. I guess that happens, I'm now 23 as opposed to 18 when I started writing this! However, I'm THRILLED that BTS are coming back because I feel my connection with Enha, TXT and BTS returning. I'll be going to see our kings ENHYPEN in London this August too!
ATM I have a story planned and in the making that is not KPOP idol related, but is not far from. I hope those who see it give it a try... But I will not be continuing my other fanfics I might have previously mentioned (I simply cannot remember the plot I had planned for the life of me!). I shall start some more soon though.
Oh Wattpad, how I've missed you.
To all those still reading, mwahh I hope you enjoyed this book hehe.
