New York City
Sinclair MansionMy baby sœur is back.
I thought I'd be happy.
Well I am.
But I'm scared.
She can't leave me again.
I'll be broken.
So I won't let her back in. When she leaves because they always do it won't hurt me because I won't have let her back in.
It's a fool proof plan.
I think.I don't even know what I'm doing.
I'm currently in the gym beating the living day lights out of a punching bag.I haven't even wrapped my hands. My knuckles are going to kill. Their already bleeding. But I can't help it. I just feel so angry and I don't know what to do.
My self wallowing is interrupted by someone clearing their throat. I look up to see my precious baby sœur whom I am hurting myself because off.
She walks towards me without uttering a single word before grabbing my hands gently and sitting me down on the bench.
She picks up a first aid kit before putting some antiseptic on a cotton pad. She looks at me and gives me a sympathetic smile before dabbing the cotton pad on my cuts.
I wince at the unexpected pain. She blows on the cuts which cool them down. She's looking down at my hands in concentration while I stare at her.
"I have anger issues to you know." She says, a small smile gracing her lips.
"How'd you know I have anger issues?" I say giving her a questioning look. She chuckles as she grabs a bandage and begins to wrap my knuckles."Your don't look like you have anger issues" I tell her. She looks up at me and her smile widens.
"I guess I just have less triggers and more control then you" she jokes. I can't help but chuckle at this. I'm supposed to be shutting her out but I can't."Just be more careful next time okay. And make sure to wrap you hands." she stated before getting up and walking out the door leaving me their stunned. A small smile creeps onto my face. I can't shut her out. She'd be heartbroken.
I'll let her in. Not too much. But just enough so she knows how much I love her.
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RomanceVERY UNEDITED - PLEASE STOP READING FOR MY OWN SANITY!!!! Diana Sinclair. A school girl. Can be the sweetest young lady you'll ever meet though you would want to get on her bad side. Diable. An assassin. Known for her ruthless killing style. S...