A promise : I will never leave you.

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She was appearing to be unique, even more beautiful.
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Why am I even thinking about it?
Am I crazy??
He pound his head on the controlling wheel in disarray.

Doesn't it hurt?? She said sarcastically opening the door.
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Waa Daebak!!
How come I don't know about this place??
It's so preety. She exclaimed.

He can clearly see the sparkle of amusement in her eyes. 
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I normally came here when I feel......

The word that he hates the most has just stopped at the verge of his tongue.
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Why is it so difficult for him to say that particular word.
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Is it his dread of letting people know what's his true self is??
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What they see is totally an alternate individual.
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When you feel?? Ira continued as she leaned over him.
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Why you have to know everything? He bulged his eyes out at her.
Kha ja.
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What is it with you and grabbing my wrist. Ira asked as she tried to pull her wrist out of his grasp, as he started walking bringing her along .
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Well,would you like me to grab somewhere else.
Do tell me where? Suga smirked his way as he continued walking.
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Jajjangmyeon and drinks please, He ordered.
No, drinks for him and juice for me. she interrupted.
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What ??? Don't look at me like this. She enquired his gazing eyes.
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FYI...
I don't drink. She smiled innocently.

Then why didn't you refused when I asked for drinks??
Ohhhh !!!!
Were you asking ? I thought it was an order. Ira gave him a smirky look raising an eyebrow.
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Ya, don't drink too much.
If you drink one more glass you'll gonna pass out.
she took away the glass from his hand.
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You care for me.?
His pale face brightened up as he looked at Ira showing up the cutest and the most beautiful  gummy smile.
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Cute ! She mumbled.
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Does every drunk man look cute and innocent like him.?

Aigoooo... I can't get my eyes off of his charm.
She wondered looking at suga doing all the weird stuff just like a kid.
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I bet this is the cutest smile i have ever seen. She smiled.
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What are you thinking. He asked snapping her out of her thoughts.
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Hsffffphhhfff.. He chuckled.
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Ya! Dr. You know ,
I....I.. he gulped trying his best to talk...

Waaaa...you are not even in a condition to talk properly..
Aishhh..she let out a nervous laugh.
Kha ja!!!
we should go. She stood up.
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Ani.! He pulled  her by the wrist.
I want to talk.
I want to tell you everything. Suga pouted as he cupped her face and smiled at her .
Yaa.. Ira shouted flicking his hands away.
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Emmm... He sighed.
I don't have companions since individuals imagine that I've a chilly mentality, as
As.....
I generally say whatever I need to.
I never pay attention to other people.

But....

But ,
I wasn't like this before they turned me  this way.
His voice started trembling.
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I thought living alone would be better yet this  t....h....i... a knot form in his throat almost choking him.
His eyes welled up as tears fell down his soft cheeks.
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This loneliness tear me apart.
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I'll never forgive them. He surged as he continued.....
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You can't even imagine how much I felt to have someone besides me.

How much I regret of being like this.
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           His eyes got loaded up with tears as he passed out talking.
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Ya, haven't I told you to not drink too much.
Ughhh!!  What should I do with him?? She gushed lifting his head from her shoulder.
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Aigooo !! He is excessively weighty.
Ehffff., Ira took a breath of relief as she put suga on her bed.
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!^#*!?.....
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Who were those people? What they did to him??
If he is really all alone then why do he pretend to be so strong.??
Are they the reason that he is so cold with others?

All these words were swimming in her mind as she watched him cautiously.
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Mr.sugar ,
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It's okay to not have friends,
it's okay to say whatever you want,
it's okay to not listen to others,...
but it's ...
it's not okay to regret of being yourself,. ...
Of being what you are.
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Those who loves you and care for you will always remain besides you and will accept you with all your odds.

She said smiling at him.

*All you have to do is just be honest with yourself and people around you.

Ira mumbled as she leaned over to put a blanket.
Yet as Ira was about to leave ,her heart started thumping against her chest as if it's going to explode.
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It was his cold hand that grabbed her wrist.
she got numb and turned around to analyse the situation. Ira stood there for a while unnerved,
Cautiously observing Suga .
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Let go off my hand. she said as soon as her mind regained consciousness.

However, there was no response,
He should be in his faculties to acknowledge what he is doing, she wondered.

After giving a thorough glance ,she decided to do it by herself.
As Ira inclined to liberate her hand from his grip, an abrupt jerk made her fall over him.

The following second, she discovered her head  laying on his chest and his arms holding her midriff .

It was so close that she can clearly hear the sound of his heart beating against his chest.
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Don't leave me, Suga mumbled as his grab relaxes.

She suddenly stood up and  surged outside the room as it appeared to her that if she'll stay there one more second, her heart will definitely going to detonate.
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How can you make people feel so comfortable and positive.????

He had been awake the entire time hearing everything.!!!!!!!
Being Consious of everything she said..and
Consious of everything she did.
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Mianhae (I am sorry)!! For what I've recently did.
However I felt that I've needed it.
He fell asleep.
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What had just happened?

Why my heart started thumping so hard when I felt his cold touch..