Shattered Recluse

Final Chapter//Feelings

Kaeya was drunk, he had just finished his third bottle when he heard the door open, he turned to find a shocked Diluc staring at him.

"Kaeya? Why are you here? Is this what Aether meant when someone was waiting for me?" Diluc shot a glare at Kaeya, as if he was appalled by his very presence.

"Diluc...Hic-..I want to talk to you, about what happened that day." Kaeya hiccuped and looked at Diluc drunkenly, with a longing look in his eyes.

"That day? I can't believe they set this all up just for you to talk to me about something so painful." He shook his head at the Calvary Captain.

"Diluc, I'm so sorry..Hic! I couldn't be useful that day, I let you down, I let everyone down.." He stared down his empty bottle, eyes turning misty.

"You..you want to apologize? I never blamed you, not for one second. I thought you resented me for everything, so I distanced myself from you."  Diluc took his seat next to Kaeya, sending a guilty look to him.

"I don't think..that you could've done anything else. That's not what he would have wanted..so please..Diluc. Hic- stop avoiding me. I don't want to avoid you either." Kaeya inched closer to him. "I want to tell you something," his hand set themselves on top of Diluc's. "I..I love you, Diluc. Not just as close brothers, I love you more than that..I want you."

Diluc's face went the same colour as his hair, eyes widening at the realization of his words. "You do? Do you mean it?"

"I do, Diluc, please, I'll be yours, so please be mine..Hic!" Kaeya's breath touched Diluc's face, his face inching ever closer to his.

"Kaeya, I..I love you too." No more words were needed, a silent agreement went between the two, that they'd never avoid each other ever again.

Diluc pulled him into a kiss, his drunken smell stuffed into his nose, relishing in his warm lips. 

"Mmph, Diluc..keep going.." Kaeya moaned at his kisses.

He pulled his hair, bringing him even closer. Their tounges mixing in, hands dancing in each others'. Diluc first broke the kiss for air, and brought his hand to Kaeya's chest, unbuttoning him, and feeling up his body. Kaeya ravaged his neck with kisses and nibbles, leaving hickeys for only them to see. 

"No...fair. You have to take off your clothes too, Diluc.."

"Kaeya, you're beautiful." His eyes say he meant it.

They stared longingly into each other's eyes. That night, they became one.

Their breaths were taken away by each other, their lungs, heart, everything was beating for each other. A deep love from childhood was set free that night.
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