I had felt so much guilt and anger and once i was done letting it out i returned to the palace and i showered when i was fresh i went towards the room in which clary was and my hopes were to get her alone and ask forgiveness but when i got there i saw clary join pierre and celia hands together but in seeing me they tried to break apart clary told them not to and she held tighter.
Its then clary told them thst se had seen.how peirre looked at celia and how celia looked at peirre and then peirre told the words in heart while making not sound like a declaration.that he loved celia and was crushing on her and then celia dod the same telling peirre of how she felt about him withour making it sound like she fancied him.
I saw how peirre and celia had tightened the hand together and clary told them that they were made for each other and they are lucky to find each other because in life its hard for lovers to find each other and fall in love.
Clary then told them thatthey should go out and have fun and enjoy these romantic moments together after they left me and clary were alone and it was a very awkward moment ever since our last talk when clary told me of how she felt.
We were silent for a bit my mind racing with things to say but none being ok to say at this moment that when i could see that clary wanted to say something but was thinking of words to say and during that moment
I got this feeling that told me to kiss clary i followed the feeling and i walked close to clary and when i was close to her.
i then put her face in between my hand and kissed her and as soon as we kissed i noticed how soft her lips felt against my cold hard ones but when we kissed something else also happend i could feel life from me be transferred into her i felt warm as i had done centuries ago and the more we kissed the more aroused i got and i hadnt felt this either ever since juliette.
I let more and more life from me go into her and even though i felt weak but i carried on it then clary broke the kiss and she took out my
Dagger and cut her arm she begged i drink from her and althought i knew her blood was impure i still drank
When i drank her blood i could not taste any impurities her blood tastes like an elixer of life and clean to me and when i felt normallike i stopped drinking from her and bandaged her arm and when i was done i looked at clary like really looked at her and i saw how beautiful she really was and i could feel attraction to her and i hadnt felt attraction to any girl.
We held hands and i saw how her colour was no longer pale but tanned and her cheek rosy i apologised to her for never seeing her real beauty and for only seeing her like jullette she rubbed my pale hand and kissed and she said
Clarissa-"please do not apologise for being blinded by love i understand that juliette was your first just like you are my first kiss i was sad that i was going to die and not ever find love or get married or have children i should not have overeacted the way i did.
now thanks to you i feel ok i feel normal you healed me you gave me your life essence and i couldn't let you die so i gave you my blood and why i did this its because i love you Prince Derek i always have ever since i saw you at the night academy but i stayed away because i didn't want you to forget juliette"
I looked at clary and i felt love for her and even though i loved juliette first i was now ready to love another meaning clary i kissed her again but a deeper kiss
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Любовные романыthis story is of a sweet.simple girl called clarissa/Clary who has always been sheilded from the world as she is so beautiful most of her life clarissa has been ruled over by her overbearing and overprotective parents who have always asked...
