this is just a book to appreciate my best friend because I care so fucking much about him and I don't deserve him. He is the reason I'm still alive like he makes every fucking day of my life so much better. So Anthony I know you're gonna read this because I spam-tagged you and probably send it to you like a million times. I want you to know that we maybe know each other for about 4 months, but let me tell you these have been the happiest 4 months I've had since I was 9 so thank you for that. You were the first person even were could be 100% myself with without getting thrown out because of who I am, or would use me as a slave to do stuff for them. You helped me forget the fact that c----y was being manipulative and stuff, and you are one f the reasons I wasn't sad about breaking up with her. Because you, the most amazing person in the world, were there for me. I wake up and I'm fucking hyped because I get to spend another day with you as my friend and you don't know how amazing you are okay. And I just want to say thank you, thank you for existing and being you and being the best friend I could ever imagine having.
