I Guess This Is Home For Now

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Zoë's P.O.V

I looked out the window at the passing trees. I sighed. Why is my life so fucked?

I felt a hand on my shoulder. "Are you ok Zoë?" Jasmine asked concerned. I sighed.

"No Jasmine, no I'm not, I can't believe he would say those things to me," I say in tears. I put my hand over my mouth to muffle my sobs.

"I know Zoë, but, you need to cut him some slack" she said.

"What do you mean cut him some slack? I didn't want this life! I didn't ask him to kidnap me!" I say still in tears.

"You don't understand do you," Jasmine chuckled lightly. "Understand what?" I say suddenly intruiged.

"I'll tell you later"

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"So what is it?" I say. My mind has been on nothing else but what she said she would tell me. I really want to know.

"Jason is madly in love with you," she simply shrugged. I scoffed in reply "Yeah, he does love me," I replied sarcastically, refusing to believe what she is telling me.

She ran her hand through her hair "Look Zoë, Jason loves you more than anything else, he knows everything about you. Jason may not love you the way you want him too but he loves you more than anything." She spoke softly.

" Jasmine that it not how you show love, "

"Zoë, do you love Jason?"

Oh crap, what do I say? Tell her the truth. Tell her you are madly involve with him and nothing makes you happier.

"I don't know." Rubbing my temples slightly at the increasing pain coming from my head.

"All I'm trying to say is, Jason does love you. Do you think a psychotic criminal would show you love the same way?"

I kept silent.

"And, if Jason said all those things to you why would you cry so much if it didn't hurt, if you didn't care?"

"Jasmine please could I have some time alone to ,you know, think things through?"

"Yes you'll need it Jason's probably half way here by now?" She says walking off.

Walking round the room I let my fingers run across the white elegant dresser. What do I do? To be honest I think I'm falling for this criminal. He defined jawline, his pink plump lips, his eyes. Its just too much.

Maybe, if I go back he would treat me better...
Let's be honest, no he won't.

I don't know what to feel.
"Hey, can I come in?" A deep voice echoed. It could only be Jason. "Yeah," I hear the door creak open. Footsteps came towards me but I still refused to look at him because if I did I would kiss him. A large hand slid around my waist pulling me closer to him. His other hand went under my chin to pull my face to look into his dark hazel eyes.

"Come back," he whispered into my ear. It sounds like he had been crying a lot. "I'm sorry Zoë. I should have never shouted at you like that."

Jason slowly pushed me back so that my back was against the wall. "I love you Zoe, so so much." Jason looked into my eyes and then down to my lips. Then up to my eyes once more. "Zoë let me, please I crave for you. I need you,"

Jason was hitting all the right buttons on my heart. I felt he knew this. I slowly licked my pink lips and slowly biting my bottom lip. "Please Zoë." I looked up into his eyes. It was filled with love and adoration.

"Okay Jason," I quietly whispered. Jason gave me a small sincere smile and he licked his kissable pink lips. Once he closed his eyes he connected his lips with mine slowly and passionately. Hit bit and tugged lightly at my bottom lip begging for entrance, which I allowed.

I slowly tilted my head to grant his tounge more access to my mouth. Feeling Jason's tounge inside my mouth made me crave even more of him. "Mmmm," I moaned.

This seems to turn Jason on more as he wraps each of his arms around each of my thick thigh. "Jump babe," Jason mumbles into our deep kiss. I do as he says. "Good girl," Jason keeps both of his hands on my bum occasionally feeling and squeezing them. I giggled at the feel.

"So cute, so innocent, all of you is mine. No one else's."

I blushed and I began running my hands through Jason's hair. He moaned at the attention I'm giving him.

Jason slowly bucked his hips and relaxed them into my womanly parts. This feeling and the sensations which I felt in me were something I have never felt before...

I didn't want it to stop...not yet.

I slowly move my hips in sync with Jason's causing him to let out a throaty moan.

As time passed both of our needs hadn't been satisfied yet. "Baby girl, let's carry this on at home."

I slowly nodded. We both tried to cover up our hickies we had given each other. We tried to smooth down the clothes we were wearing. Once we thought we looked decent we slowly left the room.

When approaching downstairs to say bye to guys we both heard that the TV was on the loudest volume. I opened the door and walked in.

"Guys, why is the volume so loud in here!" Alex paused the video silently, they all stared at me as if I was dumb. Justin finally said. "You do know that this is just a normal house, the rooms aren't soundproof you know." He said almost laughing.

"Sooo...." My voiced trailed. Then it hit me. "You guys all heard..." I say barely able to finish my sentence.

"Yep." Jasmine says "mmmm Jason." She says imitating me. I can feel myself go red. Everyone starts laughing, along with Jason and I. We say our goodbyes and Jason and I leave.

"Hey, baby girl?" Jason asks.

"Yes babe." I reply

"You better get ready we still have some things to finish." Jason smirks.

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A/N

Sorry for the loonnggg delay.
I had exams:/
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