My inner Devil

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chapter 5- My inner Devil

Zoë's P.O.V

I woke up to the smell of Bacon and eggs.....mmmmm my favourite. I got up and followed the ever growing delicious smell to the kitchen only to see that it was Jason cooking.

I didn't know what to say after yesterday's incident but I soon enough realised that I was in the wrong not him. I walked into the kitchen.

"Good morning Jason" I said smiling Jason put down the spatula turned of the heat and walked over to me "morning beautiful" he replied and I felt the blood rushing to my face I turned away so that Jason couldn't see me.

"Look at me" Jason said and he put his fingers under my chin and turned my head so that I could look at him- he chuckled when he saw I was blushing "you're so cute" he said stroking my hair.

Surprisingly I felt calm when I was around Jason and I think he could sense this hence why he is taking everything slowly.

"I wanted to say sorry about yesterday I was a bit of an ass" I said quietly. Jason just stared at me it soon made me feel uncomfortable but then he did something I never thought he would do.

He hugged me.

And soon after I hugged him back I rested my head on his shoulder whilst he rubbed my back "Its ok baby I understand" he cooed in my ear when we stopped hugging I took a good look at him he had perfect hair and hazel eyes and a really cute nose he had puffy pink lips which looks so kissable. I looked in his eyes and he looked in mine. Jason pulled me closer to him until our heads are touching.

"I love you so much Zoë" He said " And I hope one day you can love me just as much as I love you" he ended then he pressed his lips against mine. I fought the urge to kiss back and wrap my arms around his neck.

what are you doing Zoë he's a criminal you can't kiss one and you definitely can't love one my inner brain said

I placed my hand on his chest and pushed back to stop the kiss but he didn't stop.

"kiss me back" he darkly growled

he didn't sound like the caring Jason 2 minutes ago he sounded like a devil an I whimpered this couldn't be him.

Its his inner Devil my brain told me.

He had never talked like this so me being scared I slowly kissed him back. I would be lying if I said it didn't feel nice but I wanted it to stop so I pushed again on his chest resulting in failure he began licking my bottom lip begging for entrance but I kept my mouth shut.

"Stop please stop" I whimpered

He put one of his hands on my ass and squeezed it I gasped and he put his tounge inside my mouth I let a tear roll down my cheek and I looked up at Jason hoping he would understand when he saw my eyes but when I looked at him all I saw was lust and desire.

I soon realised things would end bad if I didn't do something so I slapped him and the darkness in his eyed went away quickly. He looked at me and saw fear and upset in my eyes "Zoë I am so so sorry le-" he started pleading "I told you to stop and you didn't" I sobbed cutting him off he kissed me again but this one was entirely different it was soft and gentle so I kissed back I wrapped my arms round his neck and he wrapped his arms round my waist. He stopped.

"Zoë I'm so sorry please forgive me" he looked up at me with his hazel eyes I wiped away my tears and kissed him again I felt sparks run through my body it was a good sensation.

what are you doing Zoë?!

This time I ignored my inner self and carried on then I stopped he looked at me "I love you" he said and kissed my forehead I wanted to say I love you too but I couldn't so I just nodded. I think he understood because he smiled back and went back to cooking.

Jason's P.O.V

I continued to cook the breakfast while my baby stood and watched in a peaceful silence. Until I broke it of course.

"Baby please can you go up to the first floor and knock on the 2nd 3rd and 4th door on the left and say Jason said breakfast is ready." she nodded her head and walked off I watched her go out of the room and I sighed in awe she was so beautiful and I swear I'm gonna try so hard to make her mine and only mine.

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"T-then t-then he fell on top of him and started grunting!" Justin said red from laughter everyone had been introduced to Zoë and now they were talking like they all new each other for years.

I was upset that my baby wasn't sitting next to me but I guess that she was sitting opposite me so we were making progress.

I sat next to Alfredo who sat next to Mark.

Jasmin and Alex sat at either ends of the table

Opposite me was Zoë- my precious baby - who sat next to Justin.

While everyone was laughing Justin place a hand on Zoë's shoulder. It took every single nerve in me to not break this table in half and beat the living crap out of him because if I did Zoë would never be able to be in the same room as me and that would kill me.

In what (to me) felt like forever we had all said our byes until dinner Justin was hanging out with Alfredo and Mark thank God and Alex was hanging out with Jasmin.....I ship those two they would make the perfect couple.

So that means I have Zoë all to myself....

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