It's not that serious

Just a different kind of the same.

So, it's been a while and things have changed, for the better I think.
And I made progress within my life and with myself.. I hope.
It used to be that I was so caught up in my anxiety. Too scared to move forward, to do anything.
And now it's like I've made all this progress- with school and a job and it's like I'm staring right at the start of a career of something I've always wanted.
And I am still just terrified.
It's like I'm scared to move forward because what if I fail? But I'm also scared to stand still for too long because what if I lose everything? All the progress I've made it could just disappear.

So here I stand, on the edge of everything and nothing. Still feeling the fear, still feeling the pain.

Still feeling just a different kind of the same.