The fall had shattered my left arm and broke 4 of my ribs. Why, I thought, why does god take the good people and leave the bad. I thought of Skylars face. She loved me. It should've been me. Tears streamed down my face as I lay in pain. "Please god, let me die. I'm tired of pain, I want to be with her." I cryed. I heard steps in the grass. It was medics trying to get me on a stretcher. I swung my arm and hit one of them in the face. "Leave me here!" I screamed. More and more medics came. I thrashed around for a while until I felt a prick in my arm. I blacked out. I woke up staring into a bright light. I turned to see tubes in my arm. I'm at the hospital I remember. I look down to see bandages across my chest. My Left arm was in a splint. As my I finish adjusting to the light, I notice two people. A man and a woman. The woman's eye's were closed with her head on the man's shoulder. The man was staring at me. Skylar's dad. I look down, unable to meet his gaze. He stands up and walks over beside me. "I'm sorry" he says and he starts crying. I breath heavy, my chest feels tight. I look up to see a gun pointed at my face. "Its your fault" he says between the sobs, "you took her away from me". My mouth opens but I have no words for him, he's right... I deserve this. He screams and pulls the trigger, I smile as I feel all my pain go numb. This is it, my chance to see her. I drift towards the light and see her standing there as beautiful as ever with a smile on her face. This is it, this is heaven. I think as I get closer. "Hello J" I feel tears rolling down my cheeks. "How does it feel knowing you killed me?" Her eyes turn blacker than the night, I see blood on her stomach. "You killed me J, there is no heaven for you. You killed me." I'm falling, except there isn't any ground for me to hit this time. Just darkness. Just me and the darkness
