Killer Love ||L.S

MISSION 100:UNSAID FEELINGS

Chose the above photo solely because it's cute. Just remember they are much older in this:)

''Love is a strange thing''  Harry says chuckling.

''But look at me'' Louis says before all his pent up tears start to burn the rim of his eyes asking to roll down his cheeks. He can't let it. He won't.

''Yeah Lou I know. But I'm going to help you recover. I promise.'' Harry says and notices Louis's glassy eyes. He moves closer to Louis and pulls him down and places Louis's head on his bare chest. The tears are trying to leak away but Louis wipes them away only for them to fill in his eyes again making his vision blurry.

''Let the tears fall. It's ok to cry. It's ok'' Harry says as he reaches for Louis's hair and strokes it. After those words, like floodgates being opened, Louis's tears fall onto Harry's bare chest. He felt so weak. So stupid.

''I just... I haven't cried in...in 8 years. I am not....weak. I promise.I don't cry'' Louis says trying to make the tears stop but they don't. They keep falling. Each one faster and harder than the last. ''God you must think me so weak'' Louis says as he buries his face in Harry's chest trying to suppress the sounds of his sniffling.

Harry strokes Louis's hair as he speaks. ''Lou...8 years is a long time and no you're not weak. I would never think that. Everyone cries. I cried this morning... while I was watching you. I uhmm I couldn't bear it'' Harry says trying to reassure Louis. Louis doesn't speak. He just cries. After what seems like forever his tears seem to halt.

''I'm such a screw up. I make people around me cry. I'm... sorry."

''It's just.... I was scared.'' Harry says feeling his heart clench at Louis's words. Harry just wants to take all the bad in Louis's life, the disappointment and throw it away. Make Louis happy. That's all he wants. ''You're not a screw up'' Harry says firmly while playing with Louis's hair.

Louis doesn't answer. He only notices the pool of tears on Harry's chest.

''I'm sorry. Wait let me...let me clean that'' Louis says sniffling and reaching for one of the blankets. He takes it and wipes Harry's chest and leans on the headboard again. It all happened so fast that Harry didn't have time to react.

After 8 years of hiding and punishing himself, Louis finally felt like he can stop running. Still sniffling he talks.

''I'm sorry...I...I didn't mean to'' Louis says childishly trying to wipe his tears away.

Harry pulls Louis down again making Louis lie on Harry's chest once more. He plays with Louis's hair. Harry is confused now. His brows lift up trying to rack his brain. Trying to find a reason as to why the blue eyed beauty is sorry.

''What are you sorry for? You don't have to say sorry. You didn't do anything'' Harry says gently.

''No I have to. I was so cold and mean. I was so rude. I... I'' Louus breathes deeply and sighs. ''I don't have emotions or at least I don't show them yes but, with everyone else I uhmm  pretended...tried at least.... but with you...I...I just- I was so horrible to you but you still...like...took care of me and-" Louis says but Harry cuts him off.

''It's not your fault. I should have reached out to you all those years ago. I should have talked to you and I know you were rude and mean but I knew someone hurt you. Your walls were clear. Turns out it was me. I hurt you...and Fuck. I should have told you how I felt.'' Harry says placing a kiss on Louis's head which makes Louis turn to look at Harry all of a sudden.

''No! You have to stop being nice to me. I was so horrible to you. Why do you want to talk to me? I'm not worth it Prince Harry. I-"

''Dear God Louis! What are you saying? Who said you are not worth it? Jesus Christ Lou, I waited 8 years for you and when you finally came, I waited longer because you didn't want to talk to me or be near me and although I wish this were under better circumstances, to spend this moment with you it was worth everything. I've waited 8 years and I am not letting you speak about yourself in such a way.'' Harry says. He couldn't believe it. Can a 17 year old boy break in such a manner?