Persona

𝔀𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 zₖqₕₕₜᵣ

Vrrr~...Vrrr~...Vrrr~... "Hmmm what is it-arrghh! too bright! sheesh why is my phone so bright? haaa time to get ready for school."

 it's Wednesday I should just skip PE well its seems today is pretty chill...but I should just skip just in case- aack the shampoo got in my eye "haaa the water's so warmm couldn't I just stay here forever? Hahaha like I could..." I finished my shower and walked towards the sink, I wiped the mirror to see my reflection, I look like my mom...I hate it. why do I have to uncannily resemble her? with the addition of the scar over my left eye and swap blue eyes for brown ones then I'll be like her twin...The mirror fogged up again I should just brush my teeth. while brushing my teeth I heard my dad coming into the house, I finished brushing my teeth and turned off the sink and waited...

"Olivia~" he called out "come out honey, come get your allowance..." he baited "you fucking piece of shit..." I muttered before coming out the bathroom in my School's PE, I walked passed him holding out the money "just leave it on the counter" our house is small it has 2 small bed rooms, one bathroom, a small kitchen and a small living room. My room is on the same wall as the kitchen then across my room is the bathroom so it form a little dead end hallway, the other room is across the end of the living room that room is my dad's.

I entered my room to pack my stuff and pocketed my small taser, I slung my backpack over my shoulder then exited my room, closing the door with my right hand I used my left to grab the money on the counter, I looked over my left shoulder to see my dad still standing a few feet from me with a pitiful expression on him "what?" I glared at him "Olivia-" "ORIN! I'M NOT MOM! MY NAME IS ORIN! DAMN IT!" I shouted at him a hurt expression washed over him my hand over the pocket where my Taser's at "Orin. Right I'm so sorry baby I- I...haaa I'm sorry- I'm so so sorry" He closes the distance between us he then hugged me. I have my hand inside my pocket on my taser and turned it on, "let go of me." I gripped onto the taser  "Olivia please..." he hugged harder "let go of me I'm not Olivia" he didn't listen and just kept apologizing "I'm so sorry I'm sorry please..." he choked on a sob and now he's crying "let go...of me" I'm shaking because I know what's next .

"but Olivia you were the one at fault...not me..." Make it stop "Let go I'm not her" my voice its shaking too "YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST DID WHAT I TOLD YOU!!! ITS YOUR FAULT!!! NOT MINE!!!" He's shaking me by the forearm...it hurts...stop..." stop it let go...!" he didn't hear nobody hears me "YOU NOT ME FAULTS ON YOU SO STOP BLAMING ME" He raised his hand and before he slaps me I slide on the door to avoid his attack leading him to scratch the door with his nails, "YOU BITCH!!!" He tried grab my hair and I used that to jump and give him a uppercut using the taser to add power, he stumbled aback and I revealed my taser by letting its electricity crackle in front of us "wake up you trash of a human being!!!" I stopped the taser and held it at my side, I looked at him dead in the eye and said "wake up dad mom's dead you killed her" he whimpers "no no I didn't she- she's alive your right here-" my dad looked at my eyes, thank god I had black eyes instead of blue, I glared at him with all the hatred and coldness I could muster from my dead heart "wake up you shit head, she's dead".

With that I walked out the door but before the door could completely I heard my name being called out "ORIN WAIT-" too late, 3 years too late. I ran down the steps and out the gate, ran towards my school, ran away from the house, trying to out run my problems, trying to out run my tears, trying to to- I choked on my own cries. I arrived at my school there's no one outside I looked inside my bag for my phone to see that its 8 classes started at 7, "haaa...well I was going to skip anyways" I entered the school went straight to the bathroom, I stared at my reflection "why?...why! stop staring!...ARGH! YOU ASSHOLE!!!" I punched the mirror and half of it shattered I pulled out my bloody fist and said "fuck. it hurts" my fist had glass stuck to it I was about to pull it out when I remembered we had a infirmary.