Persona

𝓝𝓮𝔀 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓵𝓭 ʸqᵃᵗ

"Where...the hell am I?!" I was looking over a new world, there were waterfalls in every direction tall steep green mountains, deep ass canyons that looked liked bottomless pits and I was on top of it all. "Where the hell am I???" I looked around at my surroundings I was high up, cloud level high but how?  I then noticed the ground I wasn't on the ground, I ran over to the side of the tree I looked over the edge and saw the huge tree has its roots attached to a mountain to a freaking mountain! 

I take a better look at my surroundings, I am high up in the sky like really  high up in the sky. please don't tell me I'm on a floating island...I am on a floating island. I realized this when I further looked down at the roots down the mountain and saw how far away solid ground was, I couldn't even see it haaa...how did I get here? something bumps into me and I finally noticed the book I was carrying I stood up took a few steps back and sat at the base of the tree I noticed that this tree is big not huge but definitely not like the scrawny trees I see at home.

The book that Nurse Aaron gave me had thick black leather wrapping and gold patterns on it, the title especially has the most of gold intricate patterns on it and the title reads "<Orin's Book Of Adventure>??? HA?!! WHA- HUH??? No- what?? what the fuck is this!?" I threw the book a few feet away from me in a panic I clutched my hair pulled my knees to my chest "No this is a dream! right! a dream!" I pinched myself closed my eyes and opened them, looked around still here..."Ha..Ha HA HA ha" I slapped myself across the face, feeling my cheek sting and started burn I slowly came to a conclusion "No...this is reality...I'm not fucking dreaming..." 

with that realization my eyes started to water even more my throat suddenly becoming stuffy I felt my tears slide down my burning cheek making them sting even more, I let my tears fall, I let myself cry, I cried, and  I cried until I felt better. 

What'll happen now??

i don't know.

Of course you don't

sarcasm will get you nowhere.

After having a good cry I stood up and started to walk towards the book, sitting in front of it I lifted it of the ground and opened it inside it was filled with b l a n k  p a g e s I stared at it dumbfounded I looked the book cover again then back at the pages I raised one pages towards the sky to see watermarks but there's nothing this was a blank fucking book "FFFUCK!" I gripped the book and raising it using my right hand suddenly I felt intense pain on my hand I lost my grip on the book as it fell onto the grass, I gingerly held my right hand with my left to see the white bandages are covered with red blotches across it "Fuuck it hurts" I sniffed.

I looked at the book again this time a lot more calm and a hella lot more carrying for my right hand  I picked it up with my left hand and opened it again "What am I gonna need this book for? here I thought it was my guide to this world, Its blank what am I gonna do with  this?" I started to inspect the book more thoroughly I noticed there was a pencil wedge inside the spine of the book well...its more like a thick stick of graphite that's wrapped in cloth rather than a pencil "Don't tell me that I'll be journaling??  Here??  in this unfamiliar world?? really??" I closed the book and glared at its title <Orin's Book Of Adventure> like hell am I gonna journal! "I gotta survive first! before doing something that's stupid and useless!"

I lied down before I can try throwing the book again, its not like its the book's fault that I'm here anyway...."OR IS IT?!" I snapped my head to the left to where the book laid on my left hand, It suddenly has my name on the title so it must be connected to that somehow shit, has the title always been like that?? I can't remember..."Argh! how can journaling help me survive in a forest?!" I sighed in frustration. Why the hell me?? I sighed in defeat this time welp I'm here and there's nothing I can do about it I can waste all my time laying here waiting to get eaten by wild animals but I don't want that so time to get moving.