The love I choose to keep | manny montana

Are you afraid of me?

I did my make up as usual, bold black eyeliner and a nude glossy lip and let my wavy hair down. I put on a short black dress and simple black heeled sandals. As i finished my look, i got a text from Rio with the address of a hotel and a picture of the man i was supposed to meet. He didn't know i was going so it was a good thing i could catch him unprepared.

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I made my way into the bar of the hotel and i spotted the middle aged man. He wasn't at a table, but drinking alone at the bar. Perfect opportunity. I claimed the spot next to him and ordered a cosmopolitan. He motioned to the bartender to pour him another bourbon before he turned to me and spoke.

"What is a beautiful lady like you doing here, drinking all by herself?" he asked with a smirk on his face.

"A woman can't enjoy a drink alone?" i asked flirtatiously.

"I'm sure she could use some company." the man said as he slid his hand across my thigh.

I squirmed internally at his touch but didn't show my disgust. I put my hand on his shoulder and slowly slid it to adjust the collar of his shirt.

"I can definitely use some company. And in the mean time we can have a little talk about a business proposition you recently turned down." i said making eye contact with the man.

Even tho i was supposed to, i wasn't gonna make that deal. Not because i couldn't, but because i wanted Rio to do it himself. It could be a great opportunity to catch him red-handed and close this case faster.

"Listen, sweetheart, i already told your boss it's not gonna happen. So put away the act and leave me alone, would you?" he said as his voice sounded threatening.

"I don't know what's with your dislike of my boss, but i can assure you, all you can get from this is profit." i replied.

"My answer is no." he said as he downed his drink.

"Alright, let me at least buy you another drink. yeah?" i said and put down a hundred dollar bill on the counter before leaving.

I got into my car and dialed Rio's number. It only rang a few times before he answered.

"We need to talk." i said bluntly.

"Alright, meet me at your place in 20." he replied and hung up.

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I reached to open the front door of my apartment, aware that Rio was already waiting for me since i saw his in the parking lot in front of my building.

He was sitting on my couch but got up as soon as he saw me and spoke.

"Why didn't you close the deal?" he asked and i sensed anger in his voice.

"I-I couldn't. The guy had already made up his mind." i made a short pause. "I really tried, i'm sorry."

His brows furrowed and he started walking towards me until there was almost no space between us.

"I don't care if you tried, you gotta win, bitch." he snapped.

He made a step back and put his hands behind his back. He wasn't saying anything, just looking straight into my brown eyes.

"Imma do it my way then. I just hoped i didn't have to resort to my methods." he pause for a second. "Maybe you need to be incentivised, too."

As he said that, he pulled his golden gun from the rim of his jeans and started slowly walking towards me. I stepped back but eventually my back hit the edge of the kitchen countertop. My breath got heavier as he was getting closer and closer to me until there was no space left between us. He pressed the barrel of gun to my throat, looked into my eyes and spoke.

"Are you afraid of me?" he asked quietly.

"No." i whispered still not breaking eye contact.

"Good." he said as he leaned in closer and finally pressed his lips to mine.

I slid my hands around his tattooed neck and deepened the kiss while his gun was still pressed to my throat.

Once again, i put myself in a situation that was beyond wrong but this time, i couldn't stop myself. I didn't want to stop myself. With every time i felt Rio's touch, i craved more and more.

He grabbed my thigh with his left hand and gently picked me up so i could sit on the countertop. He positioned himself between my legs and twisted his hand around my hair, slightly pulling it, with his other hand still firmly gripping the gun. A moan escaped my lips and he pulled away from the kiss. His licked his lower lip and spoke.

"You're fuckin crazy." he said as a smug grin formed on his lips.

He put the gun down on the counter as i started unbuttoning his dark blue shirt. After it slid off his tattooed arms, he tore apart my short black dress in two with no hesitation leaving me in only my underwear. He pressed his lips to mine again as he picked me up and my legs wrapped around his waist while he was carrying me to the bedroom. He kicked the door open and put me down on the bed, quickly making his way on top of me. I grabbed his shoulders, flipping his body so i could get on top of him and locked our lips together once again. He removed my bra with one move and grabbed me by my throat, once again switching our positions. He quickly took off his jeans and got back on top of me, placing kisses all over my neck and my bare chest. He kept going down, kissing every inch of my body until he got to my panties and stopped for a second. He looked straight into my eyes as he slowly pulled them off of me. He repositioned himself in between my legs, placing his lips on mine once again and as i felt him getting inside of me, a loud moan escaped both our lips at the same time, my nails digging into his skin.

"Fuck, mama." Rio spoke, his breath getting heavier as he was thrusting faster and faster inside of me, one hand wrapped around my throat and the other - firmly squeezing my thigh.

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Hello, guys, this was probably the hardest chapter to write so far and i hope you enjoyed reading it. Please let me know what you think and have a great day. xx