Before you read this chapter let me clear some points.
° I am a muslim and strongly condemn those visit to darbar (grave palace)
° The only authority belongs to allah/ god/ bhagwan no one can fullfil our wishes except the one who create us.
° Asking something from a grave is the biggest polytheism anyone commit.
° Visiting and praying for a dead person on his grave is not a polytheism, doing fake ritual and prostrate infront of grave this is not islam
(P.s i don't want to clear the image of islam infront of you guys because this cannot happen as long as the polytheistic fake Muslims are alive)
Start: صَفَرْ الْمُظَفَّرْ
Vahi and karishma was on bus, vahi was curious and excited to visit ajmer sharif as he saw the documentary twice. He was randomly asking question from his mother but ks was looking outside from the window.
Ks pov: "meri zindhi bhi is bus ky safar ki trha he, chalti ja rhy he aur har cheez pechy chorti ja rhy he. Jo manzir ankho ko rahat dety he woh kuch lamho mn guzr gye, kabhi kabhi tu lagta he ky bhagwan mujy bna kr bhool hi gya... Jab sukh deny laga tu deta hi gya aur ab yeh dukh he ky khtm hone ka naam hi nhi letu. lekn is safar main jitna sukh mila itna dukh bhi... Syd Isi ko tu zindgi kehte he"
Vahi: vahi ki mama kya dekh rhy he.... Vahi ko bhi dekhna he.
Ks look towards vihan, his smile is the precious thing she earn in her life. Her boy is the biggest blessing of her life.
Ks pov: "kon kambhakht jeena chahta he... Tumhari muskurahat pe meri soo zindgiyan quran. Is dukho ky safar main mera wahid sukh ho tum"
Vahi: (with a little push) kya soch rhy he vahi ki mama?
Ks: kahi nhi bache...
Vahi: slow processing 🙄
Ks: kya hoa?
Vahi: vahi ny pocha kya soch rhy ho...aur mama ny jawab dia kahi nhi, is jawab ka sawal vahi ny 5 mints pehly pocha tha ky kha dekh rhy he vahi ki mama.
Ks: hum samjhe nhi vahi.
Vahi: oh mom not again... I can't handle this anymore... Vahi is living with the fact that he got a slow processor mother.
Ks: (in mind) aj samjh mn aya santu ko kesa lagta ho ga jab sab usko jar buddi kehte thy.
Vahi: acha mama pta he vahi waha ja kr kya pray kre ga.
Ks: kya pray kre ga?
Vahi: vahi ko dheer sari chocolates, icr creams, waffles, toys, video games, pizza, burger, fries, guns, cycle....
Ks roll her eyes on his non ending demands.
Vahi: nhi chahiye... Vahi ko bus papa chahiye.
He was growing up, he never ask this question from his mother but what happens today. Karishma's heart skips its unlimited beats she was near to death when vahi touch her arm and drag her back to life.
Vahi: mama vahi apsy papa ky bare main nhi poch rha he. Vahi woh questions nhi pochta jis sy vahi ki mama ko sad ho... Bus vahi pray kre gy ka is bar vahi ky baba isko mil jaay.
Ks turn her face towards the window and tears following from her eyes. Her life came infront of her eyes... Her childhood, achievements, love and her loses. The face of VS came infront of her.
Flashback:
Vs: kashi pta he mera baby na blkl mery jesa ho ga... Jab b woh is dunya mn aye ga na mn isko apne baho main pakr lo ga aur isko at least 10 years tk tu nhi choro ga.
Ks: kahe nhi choro gy isko?
Vs: kahe mera baby ko nazar lag gye tu?
Ks handover an empty plate to him.
Vs: yeh kyon?
Ks: khyali palao tu pak gya he na chaliye serve bhi kr dije.
Vs: (while removing his shirt) abhi is khyali palao ko biryani mn badl dety he.
Flashback end.
Ks:
" Tm ny socha he kbhi tm sy bicharne waly
Kesy jalte hn, shab o roz dhoa hote hn
Door sahil sy samandr nhi napa jata
Dard lafzo main bhala kesy bayan hote hn?
Kon ankho main chupy kurb ko parhta ho ga
Log itne bhi sajhdar kha hoty hn"
(Cut)
There is pin drop silence in the jeep. Vs was sitting with anubhav and hm is on backseat. They enter in ajmair city, hm broke the silence of
Hm: pta he veyom bhai... Kehte he in gallio main khuda basta he.
Vs: kya yeh khuda he.
Hm: khuda tu nhi.....
Vs didn't listen the rest line.
Vs:
"Sukoon cheena mera tu ne
Jhan cheena mera tu ne
Khuda tu ho nhi sakta
Khuda cheena mera tu ne"
(Cut)
Bus stops on the main entrance of the city ajmair.
Ks pov: "har safar ki ik manzil hoty he... Aur mery safar ki manzil moat he"
Vahi: (excitedly) chaly mama?
Ks nodded.
She was wearing a black shalwar qameez with dupata on her head.
Ks: vahi buht bheer he yeha mama ka hath zor sy pakr lo khi ghum nhi jana.
Vahi: acha mama rose patels lely?
Ks: rose patels q?
Vahi: hey bhagwan vahi ky tu bhaag hi phot gye.
Ks controll her laughter...
Ks: (in mind) yeh pushpa ji door reh kr bhi humara pecha nhi chori he.
Vahi: mama vahi ik good boy he aur jab good boys kisi ky ghar jaty he tu kuch ly kr jate he.
Ks: hmmmmm.... Chalo merh good boy flowers le tumhare lia.
(Cut)
Vs with anuseena came towards dargha but haseena request them to cover their heads as they were in holly place. Haseena bought three bag of flowers, a chdar and some incense.
Anu: chaly ab?
Hm: ji!
Five of them came towards the grave from different doors. Vs and anuseena on the left side and karishma vihan on the right side of mizar. The place was crowed by thousands of people there is difficult to take breath in such a crowdy place so recognizing is not possible. Vihan and haseena spread the flowers on mizar from their respective sides. Everyone start praying.
Vs: ". . . . . . .
