She was in the garden looking at flowers, her soft hand touches shameplant and it withered, her bad luck destroys the beauty of the plant that's what happend to her life, she start recalling her life... When she spoke the first word of her life, she spoke "bhaiya" instead of "maa" or "baba", how her brother used to pamper her in every situation. Anubhav used to give her a 1 rupee chocolate whenever she done something good. He used to take the blame of her mistakes on him, karishma love to share the bed with her brother, once she drop brick on a guy's head from the roof, and he have serious injuries. When it came to punishment anubhav bear all the pain by himself, he don't want her sister to bear any of it, how much he cried when she marries. Her smile and happiness disappeared when the flashback of anubhav slapping her came across her eyes. She touches her left cheek, the slap hit hard on her face but hardest on her soul. She remember how her brother drag her from the house and shut the door on her face. Tears start rolling from her eyes, the sweet voice of birds pull her from her imaginations. She looks at flying birds on the sky. Veyom bend down on his knees and ask her,
Vs:
khushi main tu har koi sath deta he
Tum mery gham ki humsafar bno gy
Tum sath ho gy tu dunya sy lar jao ga
Nhi tu khud sy he khud ko har do ga
tm sath chalo gy tu zindgi ko jee lo ga
Ni tu mehz sans lny ko jeena nhi kehty
Aye jan-e-jhan mujh pe karam to kro
Zindgi ko thukra kr tumko chun lo ga.And she replied:
Jab tum mery sath ho tu gham kesa
Jis jism mn roh nhi is main dum kesa
Tumahri muhabat main tapish he buht
Wrna jo zindgi ko thukre akhr wo sanm ksa
And they hugged, they flashback ends. Last time she saw him, was on bed... Hospital's bed swinging between life and death. Life means nothing to her without veyom: the only man of her life. She touches her neck just to feel veyom's presence in her body, her neck was his weakness. "Aunty yeh main tor lo" a girls innocently aks her. She look at her pointing her little finger towards the pink flower. "Esa krne ka sochna b mat, yej b jandar he in mn b life he aur inko b dard hota he" someone rudely spoke behind. Karishma was silently looking at them. She came close to karishma and little girl. "Aur agar tum ne esa kia tu mn tumko maro gy... Kantap maro gy" both girls ran away from there leaving karishma in dilemma. "SHO haseena malik"… "tareekh likne ky lia jazbat ki zroorat hote he karishma singh, jzbat paida kije aur khud ba khud tareekh rakm ho jaay gy"… "tajurba kehta he humara ke baz dafa uljhi dor ka sira humare same hota..." … suddenly a lot of voices echo on her ears after listening word "kantap"
Ks: maddam sir ap tu trust kariye hum pr... Hum esa kabhi kuch nhi kr skte...
Hm: bus kr dije karishma singh bus kr dije... Kya samjhte the hum apko aur ap ne... Sare bharam sare maaan tor diye apne karishma singh. Chali jaye yeha sy is sy pehly ky hum apko dhake mar kr nikal de apko yeha sy.
Ks: bhabi...
Hm: mat khaiye kahe apni zuban sy yeh lfz... Humko gali lagta he.
(Flashback ends)
(Another flashback)
Ks and a man on the bed, veyom, anubhav and haseena malik enters. Karishma singh's chest was halfly exposed. Karishm was on that man... It seems they were just lost thier strength in physical. She look at her husband, ran towards him.
Ks: nhi vani ap jesa soch rhy he wesa kuch nhi he.
Suddenly she realize her exposed chest she cover it with her arms. Haseena and anubhav immediately leave the room. Now veyom understand the change in ks's behavior from pervious some months. Those late night parties, expensive gifts, flowers and marks on ks's neck. She cheated on him he grinned and ran from the hotel and hit by a car on road. Tears are rolling from her eyes, she never forget that moment when she try to end her life... But a hand of hope stop her to do that, she console herself and leave lucknow for forever. Thousands of painful memories, dozen of explanations and many broken emotions only one therapy, "mama" a five year boy pull her from everything.
Ks: ji mama ki jan.
Boy: woh us jhole pe chala jaay hum?
Ks: ji jaao,
Boy give a quick kiss on ks's cheeks and leave.
Ks:
Jane q dill mn shikst ka azab lia phrti ho
Main kya ho aur kya khwab lia phrti ho
Tmhri an khai bato ke jawab lia phrtai ho
Mn apni be ghunahi ka hisab lia phrti ho
Ankho main bewafai ki shrb lia phrti ho
Teri har dilksh ada ka nasab lia phrti ho
Ab tu mujh sy door sahi, mn majboor sahi
Phr bhi teri wafa ka chiragh lia prhti ho
Dasa he rishto ne mujy naag ki trha magar
Dil main inki muhbt behisab lia phrti ho
Ks's son: maa chalo na mama bhook lagi he.
Ks: hn g mama ki jan chalo.
She clean her eyes and both walk away.(End)
Pta he zindgi main kuch b hamesha ke lia nhi hota, na hi khusian na hi gham. Har khani ki happy ending kr ke hum khush ho jate he. Lekn asli zindgi is sy blkl mukhtalif he... Asl main kisi b khani ki happy ending nhi hoti. Sach kaho tu kisi b khani ke ending hoti he nhi he. Kisi ko b dard deny sy pehly ik bar yeh zaroor soch lena ky apka dia hoa dard loat ke apke pass zaroor aye ga.... Isi lia dard ko bantna seekho...