this is killing me

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A few days later, type was to the kitchen, after work, to hang his head to wash the dishes, to lightly chuckle has tharn went behind him to wrap his arms about to start to nip at the back of his neck below his hair line.
"Tharn...." He signed a bit.
Tharn took a deep breathe to sign heavily to lean his head back to then place his chin to his shoulder to look down.
"Type, this has gone on long enough, were going to the bedroom."
Type turned his head to fully eye has tharn moved his head back.
"Not until our wedding night."
Tharn rolled his eyes.
"You know because of work, we can't have one for at least 4 months, I am not going to wait that long."
Tharn then started to bring his hands lower, type placed the dish in the sink to place his semi wet hands to tharns to stop the action to raise an eye brow.
"Can you do it For me? This is very important."
Tharn signed heavily.
"Why? Your not a woman type, not like I can get you pregnant."
Types eyes narrowed.
"This is what some couples do before they wed and I want to do it, it'll make the honeymoon that even more special, also don't be so crass about not getting me pregnant and I'm not a woman, that does not matter."
"This is a bit idiotic when we're both men and...."
Type then turned to shuffle out of tharns grasp to then place his hands before them, to make a face.
"Wanting to heighten our honeymoon night, wanting to grew even closer without the use of sex, that's idiotic to you? Really tharn?"
Tharn made a face to look type up and down, to then take his hands away to then turn to part, type watched him go, his face fell a bit.
"Don't forget to start the dish washer before you come to bed." He called over his shoulder.
Type gulped to nod to turn to do just that.
Tharn went to the shower to then take a cold one, he hung his head, to place his hands to the wall palms down, to close his eyes, to take long deep breathes.
Fuck type! I really don't know if I can go 4 months without.....ugh!
Moving back, he then turned off the shower, to then turn to leave to get semi dressed, brushed his teeth to then go to bed, moving to the middle, he went to his back to place his arms under his head to look up feeling very irritated and fustrated with this situation.
Peering his eyes down when he heard a noise, tharn gritted his teeth a bit has he watched type come in, he watched him go to the bathroom, to then see the back of the door.
Tharn then turned to his side, to keep an arm under to eye the wall growing in full irritation at this.
Taking a warm shower, type then came out, to get ready for bed, to down on his boxers and sweats to then part from the bathroom, to the door frame, type looked over tharns back to make a glum face, to then turn off the bathroom light, to then step to the bed to then get in, he went semi close to then turn his head to eye.
"Tharn?"
"What type...." He grumped a bit.
Type then turned to his side, to place his head to his hand, eyes darted.
"So.... Is that the only thing that really connects us? If we don't, you honestly don't want to have anything else to do with me?"
Tharn took in a deep breathe to exhale it noisly, he then turned to go to his back to turn his head to fully eye.
"You have got to be kidding me with that logic type."
Type shrugged.
"Ever since I told you, I want to wait, you have been like this for the last several days, look I know it is a big part of us, I really know that, but tharn this truly is important to me."
Tharn leaned up, to then place his back to the head board to then wrap his arms about his chest, to then look forward to dart his eyes. Type peered his eyes up.
"Type, we can't get married for 4 months, that is a very long time."
Type then moved up to copy his position, to have his head turned to eye fully.
"I know tharn, but it will make that night and the rest of our lives even better. Please tharn, I want to wait."
Tharn lifted his head back to then look up to the ceiling.
"Type.....I just don't know.... This is a lot of time, it is not the only thing that keeps us together, you have to know that, but how much we..... Go into it, to but for four full months...."
Type made a considering face.
"Mm, well, my lease is up in 6 months at my place, how about I just stay there until...."
Tharn then turned his head sharply to narrow his eyes.
"Type!"
Type shrugged.
"It's a valid suggestion tharn, I am just trying to make this easier for you."
Tharns face smooth to then take a long deep breathe.
"How about we only...mm.... Once a month until we get married?"
Type rolled his eyes to then turn his head to look forward.
"No tharn, not at all."
Tharn turned his head back to look down to then shuffle to his side, back to type.
"Then let's us just go to bed!"
Type turned his head to eye.
"Guess sex is the only thing you really care about."
Type then took his hands to the blanket to then take off, trying to part, he then was shoved to his side, with a tightened hold. Type turned his head to eye. Tharn had his eyes tightly shut to squeeze a bit harder.
"You are not going anywhere, again type, we made love a lot and to not have any for four months.... But I'll deal, you and who you are, is what is important to me."
Type smiled..
"I love you tharn."
Tharn nodded.
"I love you too type, this is going to about kill me."
Type turned his head to then look to the wall to close his eyes.
I know tharn, god I know it too.

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