Dear diary,
Within the four walls that surrounds us, only silence could hear between us until I escaped those unwanted words from my mouth which made the atmosphere became elated. The day has come for me to confess about Doyoung and I did.
Exact. Complete details. No sugarcoated words. I told him everything. I couldn't stare at him but my heart just dropped into pieces when he refused to hold my hand back. I am too afraid to witness him getting mad, irritated, annoyed, jealous, seeing him crying and losing him so I did what came into my mind. I hugged him so tight and professed that I still choose him over my bestfriend, which made me sighed in relief but at the same time, I feel sorry for Doyoung. This is our consequences and all I have to do is to accept it. I can't lose Doyoung but I just hope that our friendship still remains between us.
He doesn't deserve me. He deserves better than me.
Jaehyun and I... we are both in love each other that I couldn't just replace him just because I am infatuated to Doyoung. He was trying to push me away but I am too adamant to let go of him so instead, I kissed him passionately which he relented right away but something needed to interrupt us.
And I didn't know that fear what I felt only worsened after I got a message from Doyoung that he was standing outside of our house.... which Jaehyun unfortunately got to know about this, that's why he was the one who opened the door for him and my heart just palpitated too quickly.
Everything just went flashed. I caught them throwing fist to each other. Jaehyun was so mad that I couldn't even control him but what made us froze on our heels when my bestfriend just shouted something....
your cookie monster,
Taeyong
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Fanfiction" Until we meet again, love " When a well-known guy chooses his heart over reality.
