Entry # 39

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Dear diary,

For countless times, my bestfriend decided to stay here in my house like this is already his favorite place which gave me mixed emotions, knowing that Jaehyun got a free week from his work. Under the same roof with them, this is way harder to act normal in my usual self.

Earlier, I don't know if I should feel nervous or glad when Jaehyun asked my bestfriend to go back home and give us alone time. I am glad that my husband held me possessively in front of him but what I feared the most if what will happen if Jaehyun confront me after he saw us whispering to each other like Doyoung totally forgot his presence. I could feel those vise grips around my waist that something plucked on my heartstring not until I watched those eyes watching us....

I felt my stomach just churned in guilt and shame. I want to ask him if he was okay since he is my bestfriend after all but I should stay back to the right place where I only belong.

Doyoung left us defenseless... and I couldn't do anything about that.


your cookie monster,
Taeyong







































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