Your spirit is what I love |Drarry|

Day 19

05.01.1990

" Draco ? You're in here ? "
Aksed a quiet voice. The blond sighed and looked at the door.
" Yes Harry... I'm here... "
" Can I come in ? "
" Yeah sure. "

Door cracked open and a boy dressed in a big grey hoodie walked in. He walked over to the other boy and looked at him.
" You alright ? "
" Why are you asking. You know the answer. "
Harry lowered his head at Draco's harsz voice. He never talked that way to him.
Draco saw that and sighed.

" Why are you asking everyone else how they feel ? You're the one important here, not us. "
" I... "
Harry started but stopped and looked at Draco. He sit in front of him on the floor and took blonde's hands in his own.
" I'm asking everyone how they feel, 'cause... You will remember me, but I won't remember you... That hurts, I know... That's the last thing I can do today... "

Harry heard a sob and looked Draco in the eyes.
" D-draco ? "
" But why ?! Why can't you remember me ?! Or why I can't forget you ?! "
He fully broke down, tears runned down his face dropping on the floor.
" Why can't... Why can't it be like it was ? Why did I have to fall in love with you ..? Why... Why can't we stay like this..? "

Harry hold back tears as he heard his lover's words. He quickly stood up and runned out if the room. Draco whiped his face with the sleves of his sweater and looked at the door.

Draco knew he hurted Harry, but what could he say ? That he was fine, that he would be happy and live his life after everything ? He would lie, so instead he told the truth. Draco got up from his bed and walked out of his room.

" Draco. "
Blond turned around and saw Pansy and Blaise with Naya.
" Where's Harry ? "
" He ran if somewhere. "
" And you didn't stop him ? "
Pansy asked but it didn't sound like she was mad that this happened. She sounded like it was rather a good thing that it happened.

Draco shook his head and looked at Pansy. Naya sighed and walked out of the group.
" I'll go find him. "
" Alright. "
With that Naya turned into wolf and runned trought room.

The rest walked down the stairs slowly not bothering to talk. They reached the living room and sat down on the couch.
" This is gonna be hard... "
" I know. I know... "

[ With Naya ]

The wolf girl runned trought halls looked around for her friend. She was very sad, 'cause she knew that Harry will forget about her. After all those months in the forest and then in the Hogwarts. How could she still live like before ? .

Before she met Harry she was lonely but it didn't bother her. She was playing with her siblings and helping her parents. She would often sneak out of her house to go sit next to the river.

But one day, more like night, she sneaked out and went to her favourite place. When she got there she heard whimpering. She stopped and looked around. That's when she saw a poor wolf laying on the ground, pretty bruised.

She turned into her human form and walked over to an animal. She kneeled besides it and gently patted its head. The wolf opened his eyes and looked at the girl.

" Are you alright ? What happened ? "
The wolf looked at her and sighed.
" Oh, you can't talk sorry. "
That's when there was a light. The wolf turned into a boy. He was wearing a hoodie and shorts. His hair black and messy, and his eyes deep emerald green.

" Y-you can also turn into human
form ? "
The girl asked surprised. The boy nooded, clearly affraid to speak.
" Hey, it's fine... I won't hurt you... Can you tell me your name ?"
The boy looked up and shook his head.

" Oh alright, it's fi- "
" I-I d-don't rememb-ber i-it. "
He looked up at her with tears in his eyes.
" Oh you poor thing ! "
The girl gasped and hugged the boy.

Naya smiled as she now in her human form walked around the castle. She still remembered it like it just happened yesterday. And now, Harry would forget all about that.

She finaly reached the astronomy tower and walked up the stairs.
" Harry. I know you're there. "
Nobody answered her. She started to getting woried as she quickly turned the corner.
" Ha- "
She stopped as she saw her bestfriend sitting on the edge, tears running down his face.

" I-I'm sorry N-naya ! I n-never ment t-to hurt you ! I n-never wanted y-you to b-be sad because of m-me ! I'm just a burden. "
" Harry ! That's not true ! "
He turned around and looked at her.
" What... Of course it is... I made everyone sad and I won't even remember it ! I'll pick on you all like I did before. "

He sighed and looked at the sky.
" I don't wanna be my old self. I wanna be who I am now. I feel like I'm finaly not faking anything. Everyone may think I'm a monster, but I am happy who I am, so... Why people want to change me..? "
" Maybe cause you were more usefull as your fake self. Agreeing to everything, saving others and not carrying about your own life. It comes handy for people. So they want to turn you back so you'll still follow their orders. "

Harry stopped crying and thought about what Naya said. She was right. He never cared about himself. He always did things for others, why not for himself ? He deserved love and affection too, why did he never get it ? Not that fake one, cause he is famous. The love and affection that his friends and boyfriend showed him. This is what he wanted.

" You're right Naya. Thank you. "
He said and got off the edge. He walked down the stairs.
" Tell others not to come. I'll do it by myself. "
" But- "
" Please ? I promise I won't forget. "
" What... "

With that Harry walked away, leaving confused Naya. But she did as he told. She didn't let anyone come with him, even Draco...

He he he,
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