I just finished my shift and I still don't want to go home right now, maybe i should going to the park, there's no people around now and I think the park is empty by this moment
How I wish I didn't throw my skateboard on the trash that night now I feel empty everytime I go here, I sighed.
"Perfect" I mumble, I look around and saw a bench, I immediately came there and sit, I look up in the sky, there's a lot of stars right now, I miss doing stargazing with Jin oppa
I don't know how long I've been looking up, I just feel a presence near me so averted my eyes to the person and when our eyes meet in the middle, my eyes went wide as I swallow my lump
"What is she doing here?" I thought, still staring at her
"You're here?" She spoke in disbelief, I gulp
"Y-yeah... I'm- hmm... I'm going now" I stuttering, I'm about to stood when she stop me
"Stay still" she ordered so I become statue to my place, I swallow my lump again when she start walking and sit beside me but there's still a space between us
I didn't talk, my hands trembling and sweaty all of sudden
"You" I snap and immediately response
"Yes? I mean... Yeah?" I close my eyes tightly afraid that she will yell at me, I heard her chuckle making me frown, secretly
"What are you doing earlier?" She ask, I lowered my head, I don't know what's she's talking about
"Doing what?" I ask confused while fidgeting my hands
"Why you let that drunk man yelled at you?" My eyes went bigger, how does she know? I immediately snap my head towards her
Well fortunately, this is my unlucky day since there's a drunk man barge in to our store and start yelling at me when he didn't get the drink that he want... Why? Because he don't have money
"T-that...I-i don't know" I said almost whisper, she look at me or more like glaring at me, I furrowed my brows, what's wrong with this girl
"You shouldn't let someone yell at you specially when this person is drunk or what! What if he's holding a knife and stab you right away? Your lucky that you're not alone there" my breathe hitched as I just stare at her with awe
She's right, that drunk man was about to pounce at me earlier, thankfully, there are some costumers that buying that time, I sighed as I averted my eyes on the sky and chuckle
"Then why are you yelling at me now?" I ask, I didn't hear her response so I take a deep breathe
"Tell me Ms. Im? Why you become so nice to me all of sudden?" I can't let my guard down, I know, maybe she's planning something
"Momo" she spoke, I frown
"What about her?" I ask
"She's mad at me because of you" see? I know it's just an act
"Should I say sorry?" I ask as I look at her straight on the eyes
"Of course! It's all your fault why she's mad at me" she said aggressively, I feel hurt... My heart clenching... She's blaming me again, I want to cry but I don't want her to see me crying... I stood up and face her
"I'm... I'm sorry" I said sincerely and bow at her for almost a seconds, my eyes started to blur because of the tears, when I straightened my back, I immediately turn around and the tears fall down to my cheeks, it's hurt... She keeps hurting me...
"Wait!" I heard her shout but I didn't listen to her as I continue to walk away, I'm so done and tired, I need to rest now, I watch my shadow in front of me while walking
I reach my apartment, I walk like a zombie, I'm so tired
"I-i want to shout" I mumble then I thought about rooftop, I immediately walk to the stairs heading to the rooftop, I open the door and the cold breeze greet me, I walk at the railing and look at the city lights, it makes me sad even more
"No one's like me"
"My brother hate me"
"My father disown me"
"I miss Mom and Namjoon oppa"
"I don't have someone right now"
"Nayeon blaming me again for the reason that I don't know"
"I'm all alone"
"I'm sad"
"Why I'm crying?" I didn't notice that I'm crying, tears continuously falling down to my face... w-why? Why they keep hurting me? I know my neighborhood already in their deep slumber now and yelling at this hour will disturb them but I need to do it to lessen my problem and make me feel at least better
"WHY!!!!"
"WHY I AM SAD!!!"
"WHY YOU DON'T WANT ME TO BE HAPPY!!!"
"WHY I'M ALL ALONE!!!"
"WHY THEY HATE ME SO MUCH!!!"
"WHY THEY KEEP HURTING ME!!!"
"WHY SHE KEEP HURTING ME!!!"
"I HATE IT! I HATE YOU!"
"I-I HATE YOU!!!"
"DAD!!! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU FOR LETTING ME SUFFER LIKE THIS!!!"
"I HATE YOU FOR DISOWNING ME! DAD WHY YOU DIDN'T GIVE ME A CHANCE! WHY!!!!!"
"I-I'M YOUR CHILD TOO BUT WHY YOU THROW ME LIKE THAT! IT'S HURT THAT YOU LET ME SUFFER LIKE THIS"
"I'M HURTING DAD!"
"DAD!!!! I'M. IN. PAIN AND IT'S BECAUSE OF YOU!!!"
"I'M SO TIRED NOW DAD PLEASE HELP ME!!!"
"HELP ME PLEASE!!!"
"AHHHHHHHHH!!!"
"AHHHHHHHHH!!!"
I drop on the cold floor, hugging my knees, I cried even more, I don't know what to think right now, I just cried until there's no tears coming out to my eyes, I stare at my own shadow
"Please help me to be happy again" I whisper before I passed out
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*Someone's pov*
"Let me help you then" the girl mumble while staring at the unconscious girl on the floor, she was there, watching Dahyun in the fragile state, she was there the moment Dahyun broke down
"Let me help you to be happy again" the girl spoke again before she approach the unconscious girl and carry her like a bridal, she find the key to Dahyun's pocket and open her door, she place Dahyun to her room
"I don't want to see you cry again" she said while caressing Dahyun's face gently
"I'll be here by your side from now on" she added before she place a soft kiss to the latter's head
"I won't leave you like the others do" she whisper while staring at Dahyun, she stood up and pull the blanket to cover the latter's body, she smile
"Goodnight Dahyunnie" she said before she left Dahyun's apartment
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Tokwa kayo dyan😂
