Getting ready, I put an hot water to my cup noodles and wait for a minutes and after that I ate my breakfast, that's all I can do, I still don't know how to cook because of Jin oppa
After finishing my food, I took the car key and leave my apartment, I sigh deeply before I hopped in
"Let's do this Kim Dahyun, after you get what you want we're free now, just wait for a little longer" I talk to myself
It's been a month since Nayeon ask me to be her slave and everyday passed by my life become miserable but I need to endure it to get her forgiveness, I just feel bad because Taehyung oppa just let her do whatever she wants to do with me
I gather all my strength and that is to show my bright side even though I'm already broken inside, broken that no one can fix again even Nayeon or my dad forgive me
I arrive at school and immediately park my car, I take a deep breathe before I got out and the first thing I saw is Nayeon patiently waiting for me
Looking at my watch I know I already fucked up
"Goodmorning Ms. Im" I greeted cheerfully, I know my presence irritates her because she rolled her eyes on me before she throw her bag to me
"If there's a dirt on my bag I'll kill you" she said before she walk ahead, I sigh before I follow her behind
There's some students whispering to each other while looking at us particularly at me but I just ignore it
"You need to endure this Kim Dahyun" I always said to myself
"Unnies!" Her friends approach us, Chaeyoung and Tzuyu look at me with sympathy
"Why are you looking at me like that?" I ask and giggle, they already know the reason why Nayeon doing this to me and this two tried to convince her to stop her but Nayeon is a heartless person
"Let me handle that" Tzuyu said and about to grab Nayeon's bag to me but I immediately swat her hand and chuckle
"It's just a bag yoda, I can handle it" I said while smiling at her but she rolled her eyes on me making me pout
"Stop pretending" Chaeyoung spoke making me look at her blankly, I hate it when Chaeyoung said something like that because I know she's right and I can't do with that, she's really a straightforward
"Yah! Why are still standing there? My class will about to start!" Nayeon yelled, I just realized that they already far away from us, tsk! This two always put me in danger
"Let's meet on class" I said and immediately run away to catch up Nayeon and her friends
I walk behind and Momo suddenly stop and walk with me, she's smiling ear to ear and so do I
"Your so cute" she said and pinch my cheeks making me giggle
"Yah Momo what are you doing? Stay away from my slave" Nayeon said, Momo and I look at her before I distance myself to Momo unnie
"Sorry" we mouthed at the same time while looking at each other, we reach their room and Nayeon stay outside for a moment
I lowered my head while giving the bag to her, I heard her hiss making me close my eyes tightly, I'm just afraid that she might embarrass me again though she always do it in front of many students especially in front of my brother
"Go now you killer" she said enough for the both of us to hear, I didn't talk back as I just nod my head and leave
Reaching my classroom, I stay outside for a moment battling to myself if I should going inside or not
"Let's skip again" I said to myself before heading to the library
"Why are you here again?" Ask the librarian when she saw me entering inside, I look around and saw no one, only her and me
I rub the back of my head while giggling
"Am I not allowed anymore?" We both chuckle
"Stop skipping classes Ms. Kim" she said but I just nod my head and walk to the very end that no one will see even the librarian
I sit on the cold floor and put my earphone's on, need to rest atleast for a bit because after this Nayeon will torture my emotions again, she's kinda use of embarrassing me in front of other students and it's killing me, mentally and emotionally
Pack her things" he ordered
"No. Please don't."
"D-dad"
"Hon don't do this, she's still your daughter"
"Not anymore, now pack her things, she will leave my house from now on, she's not my daughter anymore"
"Don't do this. Dad! Dad!" I woke up with sweat all over my face, didn't notice that I fall asleep, I look at my watch and it's already lunch time...shoot! I skip my second subject too
I hurriedly get up and bid goodbye to the librarian, I was about to go the canteen when I stop in my track
"I'm still tired and need more rest" I mumble, I turn around and walk at the back of the school, no one's try to go here because of the creepy ambiance but I found it calmly and nice, a lot of tall trees will be seen here, it's kinda like a forest now
I walk further and sit on a big roots the wind is so cool, I heard the leaves hitting each others, the sound of birds chirping, it's so calmly
"A beautiful place to die" I whisper to the air
"Are you giving up now?" I got startled when someone spoke behind me, I immediately stood up and face the intruder
"J-jungkook" I utter, he just look at me reluctantly
"If you just give up right away, then you shouldn't show up on the first place" he said before he sit on the other roots
"I'm sorry" I only said while looking down
"I should be the one who will say that" he said, I frown before I look at him seriously
"On the behalf of my noona, I am very sorry for what she did to you" he said, I saw the sincerity to his eyes
"Aren't you mad at me? I caused a-" he immediately cut me off
"We're not the only one who lose their family, you lose yours too" he said in a serious tone, I gulp hard trying to suppress my tears
"When we lost our parents that's the time you lost yours too, Namjoon hyung already explained everything to me before and I understand it, it's an accident so I won't blame you" I grit my teeth and clenched my fist tightly
"I know your saying that because you pity me, please don't" I said but he shook his head
"I don't pity you, I'm just saying the truth" he said, I chuckle bitterly
"Don't worry I'll help you, I know noona will forgive you soon, just don't give up and fighting no matter what happen" after he said that, he stood up and bow a little to me
"Nice meeting you" I just look at him walk away, when I didn't saw him now, I suddenly broke down, I hug my knees while crying
After the serious conversation to Jungkook, it give me a hope that Nayeon will forgive me soon like Jungkook did
I wish I still have enough strength to win this battle of mine before I lose my mind
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How is it? I didn't proofread this so bare with me💙
