Mr. Fück boy (edited)

. Chapter 6 .

Hayley's POV:

(The Queen Hayley's outfit 💅)

I stood in front of my mirror and just stared at myself. I saw how my body looked a little on the chubby side and my stomach pocked out slightly, my thighs were bigger than they should be and I had some rolls on my back making me feel even more insecure than before.

I've never really cared about what I look like in front of others but ever since I found out Lucas cheated on me with my own best friend I can't seem to stop staring at myself in the mirror and wondering what was wrong with me that he had to cheat?

I know I never had sex with him since I wasn't ready but that doesn't mean he had to cheat right? It kind of hurts to know he wasn't happy with me and he really only wanted sex. I couldn't help the tears that started to flow down my face while I just watched my body stare back at me in the mirror.

Just then a 'ping' from my phone made me snap out of my thoughts and I went to my bed where my phone was and glanced at the notification to see Ace had messaged me to say he was outside. I couldn't help but smile at that as I quickly wiped my tears grabbed my jacket and bag and ran out the door avoiding my mum while I left by dodging going past her office where she was.

As I walked out of my driveway I saw Ace leaning against his car on the phone. His hair was fluffy and his lips a light shade of pink making me want to smash my own lips onto his.

"Hey are you ready to_" Ace started but stopped when he looked up at me. I was confused by the change in his eyes as they looked full of concern. My eyebrows pushed together as I tried to search my brain for a reason as to why he would be concerned but I couldn't think of one.

"Ace what's wrong?" I finally broke the silence and that's when he pulled me into a tight hug and I didn't pull back but instead buried my face into his chest and inhaled his intoxicating scent. His sent of honey, lemon and aftershave mixed together making my entire body relax as he held me resting his chin on my head and that's when he finally spoke.

"Hayley have you been crying because your eyes are bloodshot and you have tear stains on your cheeks?" That's when I pulled away to look in his dark orbs and I couldn't hold it in anymore as a few stray tears fell lose from my eyes and he instantly brought his thumb up to wipe them away.

"Baby? What's wrong? You can tell me I'll always be here." I watched as he smiled lightly at me and a small sob escaped my lips and I once again buried my face into his chest and I told him everything wrong I finally let my weakness show for the first time ever and I honestly didn't care anymore as it was becoming tiring to keep everything inside me and not let it all out.

"Shhh It's ok my love I know it's fucking hard to get cheated on it leaves you wondering what was wrong with you and what you was doing wrong but trust me sweetheart nothing is wrong with you and if that asshole can't see how amazing you really are then he isn't worth those tears of yours in fact he isn't worth shit from you anymore."

Just the sound of his voice made me relax he was like a little home that I could go to when ever I wanted to feel safe and warm. "I know he isn't worth shit I'm sorry for crying in front of you I usually don't show my weakness but I guess everything got to much and I just couldn't keep it in anymore."

I finally pulled away from Ace's chest and looked up into his eyes as he looked back down at me making our blue and black eyes mix together like a color palette.

"Hayley don't be sorry you have nothing to apologies for showing your true emotions is never a weakness in fact it is a strength what is weak is hiding them and being afraid to show your true feelings because you are scared of what people may think but you showed me your true emotions and that is one of the strongest things a person could ever do."

I nodded my head at him as he planted a kiss on my forehead and opened the passenger door for me. "Why thankyou Mr. CollyMore." I smiled at him as I got into his car and he jogged around to the drivers side getting in himself.

"Where to?" His voice said from besides me making me point in the direction of the one place I go to when ever I need space away from everything.

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We arrived at the cliff top I always go to when I want to take pictures and to relax as we both watched the sun slowly fall behind the city skyline. I stood watching while the wind blew through my hair making my curls go all over the place but I didn't care because I was to mesmerized by the view to care.

Just then I felt strong arms wrap around my waist and I turned slightly to see Ace as he rested his head on my shoulder and looked out into the city.

"Stop staring." Ace whispered and that's when I realized I had been staring at him. I quickly everted my gaze from him towards the beautiful view in front of us and just breathed in the fresh air that enveloped around us.

"This is my safe place. It's where I come to when I don't want to be at home or when I want to take pictures." I whispered almost to quietly as Ace moved his gaze to me and he smiled his signature smirk and I knew he was up to something just by his facial expression.

"Oh so that means I am the only boy you've ever brought up here?" I watched as he raised a curious eyebrow at me and I giggled at his expression but nodded my head yes as I leaned back into his chest slightly and he wrapped his arms tighter around my waist.

Just then I felt myself being tickled and a ugly laugh escaped my lips. "A-Ace s-STOP!" I was laughing so hard that I ended up falling back onto him making him lose his balance and fall onto his back on the soft grass and I landed back first onto his hard chest.

"Hayley your kind of squishing me." I heard Ace's husky voice from under me making me instantly move to get up but I was only pulled back down by him again.

"Hayley I was kidding your as light as a feather." I almost sighed in relief when Ace said that as I moved to lie next to Ace and he put one arm around me as we watched the now blueish black sky start to form with starts in the sky. The way Ace's arm felt around me as I leaned my head on it made me feel a way I'm not used to and I'll admit I loved the feeling.

We spent the rest of the night there until it got to cold and we headed back to the car and started to drive home.

END OF CHAPTER