Part 18

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LAUREN'S POV
I haven't spoken to Y/N in a couple of days and it's honestly been so hard. I know i was the one who started it all but i'm starting to regret it a lot. I miss cuddling with her, instead i have to sleep alone in the guest bedroom and it's not fun. It's Thursday and i'm not really sure why i'm ignoring Y/N now when she hasn't even played yet. I think i might give in soon, it's just so fucking difficultttt.

I'm watching On My Block in the guest bedroom right now and i'm not going to lie, i'm bored out of my mind. I've watched On My Block so many times and i always sob at the last episode of season 1, it's so fucking sad.

Y/N is in her room with Max, i think they're playing on the Xbox but i'm not sure. I kinda wanna go in and play with them too but then that would mean that Y/N has won and i'm not good at losing. But then again, i could get cuddles later if i just go in and talk to her. But then she'd think i can't ignore her when i can! I just don't want to.

That's it i'm going. I stood up and made my way to Y/N's room, her door was open slightly and i could hear Y/N's voice.

"Bro he's one shot!" What are they playing tf? "YES MO! Quick now come rez me!" Fortnite? Seriously?

I was about to open the door but then i just didn't. I couldn't. If i do then that means Y/N wins. I know i'm being petty as fuck right now but i don't care, i'm not going to go in there because then i'd big the biggest wet wipe ever. (Wet wipe - a let down). So i didn't, i just went back to my room and resumed watching On My Block.

Maybe i'll just talk to her on Saturday. Wait, should i even go to the game? Or does that mean she's won? No i have to go right? She's my- wait, i don't even know what we are. We never really spoke about it we just told each other that we have feelings for each other. Oh great now i gotta stress about what we actually are. We'll get together soon right? We've already had an argument and we're not even together yet. Okay, maybe it is my fault but still.

I got so caught up in my thoughts that i didn't even notice the time. 11:45 pm. Well shit. Now i'm gonna be tired as fuck tomorrow. Well done Lauren!

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Y/N'S POV
It's game day bois!!! Bro i'm so excited for this game, i've been training my ass off all week preparing for it. I needed to get my match fitness back on track and now i feel better than ever. Okay maybe that's a lie. My ribs are killing and the gunshot wound ain't doing too good either but i'm not gonna let getting shot stop me because i'm alive and had a second chance with this life shit and i'm not gonna waste it.

I finally dragged myself out of bed and took off my bandage so that i could get a shower. I jumped into the shower, not literally or i'd be on my ass, and let the warm water run down my body. My Bose was blasting Gangster by Darkoo (song above if you wanna check it out). Who showers without listening to music? Like it's an essential thing, you have to have at least 1 concert every shower, it's just the way things work. After i got out of the shower i dried myself and put on my Ralph Lauren boxers and nike sports bra. Now all i need to do is get Lauren to do my bandage and get dressed.

"LAUREN!" I shouted.

30 seconds after, Lauren came through my door with the bandages in hand. This is like routine for us now so she knows what me screaming her name around the house means.

5 minutes later, she was done and out of my room. Again without any other words being exchanged, i just shrugged it off and pick an outfit for today. I wanted something comfy so i just settled on my black Off White hoodie, Adidas pants and my black Vans (outfit above). A couple sprays of my cologne and i was all ready.

I made Max some breakfast which was just some Lucky Charms because i really didn't have the energy to make him anything today. Sorry Mo. Anyways he scoffed that down and i got him ready for school.

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