T.H.E.R.E.'R.E. Selfish

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Lira's POV: August, Cj and Matteo had already left, leaving my mom, Elena, Cassidy and I in the house alone. We were currently sitting down at the island in the kitchen, sipping wine and just chatting.

"So mom... what's Matteo like?"

I asked her, her cheeks turned red when I said his name. Awww she's blushing.

Ew.

"He's so amazing, not perfect but close. You know if you would've told me I was going to fall in love again with a white man at that... I would've never believed you." She chuckled

"You know Sharrel you never did tell me how you guys met."

"He stalked me for five months... mafia men."

She shook her head and we all laughed. Nodding our heads in agreement.

"At least he didn't kidnap you like August did with Lira crazy ass." Cassidy said

"Nor did I kidnap him back... but hey whose keeping track."

"Okay first of all, I didn't kidnap him... he happily got on that jet with me." I smiled

"You told him if he didn't, you were gonna kill him and his brother. The man was being held against his will."

"Cassidy mind yo business, he loves it here."

I rolled my eyes and took a gulp of my wine.

"We're just messing with you baby."

They all chuckled and I rolled my eyes playfully.

"Wait so what's going on with you and Remy?" Elena asked

"Oh yea... I'm surprised ole dude is still alive, does August know?"

"Of course he does, he tried to kill him twice already." I threw back the rest of my drink and poured some more

"Then why the hell are you still with him?"

"It's called pimpin momma Sharrel, not simpin."

Elena held her hand up to give me a high five but I just stared at her until she put her hand down.

"No it's not that, I love August so much. I can't seem to stay away from him. I can never just let him go I have to be with him. But I just wish I would've thought about how much I love him before I left and said yes to Remy." I sighed

"Aww... poor sissy, your dickmatized."

She rubbed her hand up and down my back so I smacked her hand away. I am but I'll never admit it.

"Anyways... how long have you and Remy been together?" Cassidy asked

"Four damn months and I hate it here."

"Then leave!" They all shouted at me

"Y'all don't understand, I'm just trying to put more power into my name that's all. That was my intentions before but now that August and I are back together I can't see myself walking down the aisle with anyone else but him and I don't want to see it."

"Sweetie love is all the power you need. Your heart is in the right place. Just be smart about your decisions." My mom put her hand on my shoulder and squeezed it lightly

She's right, when I'm with August I feel complete. But so much had happened in such a short amount of time while we together. I felt like it drained the power I had within me. Allowing enemies to fuck with me, him and my daughter. It's just something I can't let happen again. Meaning I will do anything in my power to prevent it from happening.

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