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Jungkook heaved a sigh and then threw his head back letting himself be carried by the rotating swivel chair. His lips were protruding and his hands were busy fiddling with the strings of his hoodie.
It was a cozy Saturday afternoon. The sun was perfectly warm and the breeze entering from his opened window was the cherry on top. As the soft jazz coming out of his old speaker tickled his bones, he stayed there, silent. Thinking about what he's searching in Google for the past 30 minutes.
He never felt this attracted to any other person, there was even a time when he doubted himself if it's really girls he was looking for. He tried observing people. Lots of them, but to no avail he can't seem to feel any romance. But with Lisa...
She was pretty, alright? But she's more than a pretty face. The first time Jungkook saw her, he was enticed. Was it the smile on her face? Her voice? Her energy? He was instantly hooked. It's insanely absurd to call it love of course, but he gotta admit maybe he's really got a little crush.
Lisa and him are two different world.
While one's the sun that lights up the day, she'sa darling that everyone adores. A firecracker, an energy ball, a happy virus that you would want to keep by your side. To him, Lisa is a bright star that brings hope and comfort.
On the other hand, he lives the exact opposite. She's yellow and he's gray. Not even black. He's gray, dull, a bore, a sad bowl of oatmeal. Jungkook would go as far as describing himself as a dry piece of unseasoned chicken breast. And he doesn't have 10 percent of Lisa's energy, it exhausts him talking to people.
Funny enough, he felt really comfortable with the brunette. He didn't feel like he's being suffocated. Words freely come out of his mouth and that makes him happy.
However there are of course the down sides. What if Lisa doesn't feel that way? What if she's just being nice because he is now Bambam's friend? What if it's all just basic decency? He felt afraid.
He's making all these assumptions himself and ends up wounding his own skin. It's a bad habit Jungkook can never get rid off. He felt the heavy weight on his chest, as quick as he can, he went out the balcony to breathe more fresh air. His shoulders aggressively heaved up and down as he breathe in and out slowly.
Anxiety sucks. Nothing even happened and all were just from his thoughts yet he feels like he's dying. Sometimes he feels like he'll be the death of himself.
