Follow Fate - Sequel to He Fixed Me

Chapter 9: I love you

Chapter 9: I love you

"Ellie, you coming?"

"It's okay, I’ll call you later! Have fun Tom, see you later angel."

Mark and Tommy are heading to the mini-carnival in the neighbourhood, well I couldn't follow because I’m meeting Skip. It's really long since I met Daniel, I miss him so much.

Part of me wish he would bring Beau along but the other part of me was dying not to see him. This is so frustrating, Beau hates you Ellie. You left him, remember that.

Sigh, I wish this didn't happen at all. I wish that Mom and Dad hadn't move apart. This is too much for myself to handle, why must Lorraine even exist. All this wouldn't have happened, Beau and I would be happily married, having kids and all! This fucking suck.

I was reaching our meeting point, the beach where we became the best of friends, it was one of my favourite moments in life. I saw a figure, actually two, sitting on the sand, I walked closer and the nearer I go...

"Hey Skip… and B-Beau?" Well, that was un-expected, my heart was all flattered but my mind is telling me to just run away. Urgh! I won't miss this chance, I miss Beau, I miss us.

"Hi Ellie, I miss you so much!" Daniel bringing me into a hug. I couldn't help but smile, can we talk about how adorable is Daniel? He maybe the weirdest kid in the world but he understands me. He knew I wanted Beau to come.

"So, why this?" I turn to Daniel and Beau, Daniel shrug I bet Beau asked him to text me or something since I didn't replied his text nor his calls.

"I need to talk to you, badly." I really wanted to tell him that i still had feelings for him. I wanted to just cup his cheeks and kiss him.

"While you two talk, I’ll shall go and hang out with Billy. Bye guys, love you El!" 

NO. DANIEL. LIL SHIT.

"W-what.... bye skip, love you too...." Now this is awkward, i got my wish. I was here staring at Beau, not saying a single word at all. "I shall leave now since we have nothing to talk about..."

I turn my heels and started walking away. I didn't want to leave but if he or I don’t open our mouth and speak... People walking by might think we're crazy, standing here and just staring into each others soul.

"W-wait... I...”

"You what?"

"Nothing much, i just want to say that the party next week is base on masquerade."

"That's all?" I was hoping that wasn't what he wanted to say, i know that it was something that is hell not related to the party.

"Yeah, see you at the party. Lorraine wanted to say hi." Everything revolves around Lorraine, can we talk about us? I want to know how he feels about me, i just want to know if he still likes me. I could have hell forgotten about him but no, he have to appear every fucking place i go.

I had to tell him, i have to make it clear. I didn't want to keep it anymore, i couldn't take it. Seeing Lorraine and Beau making out in front of me sucks. Here it goes, i just have to.

"I still like you, Beau but i know you don't give any fucks about me at all. Your world revolves around Lorraine, tell me that you don't like me so i could give it up. I could live happier, with Mark and Tommy." I look straight into his eyes now, i could feel tears forming, and everything was coming back. The day he asked me to be his girl, it was that moment in my life where I knew my mother was very proud of me. I need an answer. "Please Beau, answer me."