hidden feelings

Chapter 7 - Feelings

POV Alex:

Brandon is hiding something from me. Why doesn't he want me to come with him... Oh. My Phone is ringing. It's KR..

Alex: „KR?"

KR: „Hey Alex.. uhh is Brandon there?"

Alex: „Why? You wanna keep arguing with him?"

KR: „Ugh shut up no... I..."

Alex: „What?"

KR: „I wanna apologize him"

Alex: „You? Aplogize? Thats new"

KR: „You know, I still can change my mind"

Alex: „No no, it's good to apologise.. uhh he's not here, he's experiencing the town. I'll give you his number"

KR: „Thanks.. why didn't you go with him?"

Alex: „I don't know, he just wants to be alone"

KR: „Huh.. okay. Anyways.. we'll see tomorrow. Bye"

Alex: „Bye"

I turn on the TV and continue watching Elite. Brandon will kill me watching it without him oops.
I miss his laugh.. I need to stop to hide my feelings from him.... I love him! I have.. feelings for him.. should I tell Brandon? How would he react? Would he... still live with me? I don't know... should I talk with my friends?.. I will call Bar. She's always quiet, so she won't tell anyone my secret..

Bar: „Hallo?"

Alex: „Hey Bar it's me Alex.. uhh.. how are you?"

Bar: „Just say what you want from me"

Alex: „Sorry uh... I just wanna talk with you.. about Brandon"

Bar: „You have feelings for him."

Alex: „What- How did you kno-"

Bar: „I noticed in the class, you only looked at Brandon."

Alex: „What-"

Bar: „ You can be happy that Bunna didn't noticed that while she was only thinking about hot bodys. And don't worry.. I didn't tell anybody."

Alex: „Haha...thanks for not telling somebody.."

Bar: „Sure..."

Alex: „Do you think he loves me? Brandon?"

Bar: „Uhh.. I don't know.. I mean I didn't really talked with him.."

Alex: „Yeah makes sense... ugh should I tell him?? What if he doesn't like me anymore??"

Bar: „Alex calm down bruh. Tell him if you're ready."

Alex: „Okay... and when do I know if I'm ready?"

Bar: „ You will feel it!"

Alex: „How?"

Bar: „You will see. Now lemme hang up, my sister is annoying me"

Alex: „Haha okay bye.."

So... I will tell him when I'm ready... the only thing what I'm afraid of is... his reaction. It's 10 PM and he's still not there.. should I call him? No no... maybe he's fine.. I will just go to sleep..! I take my AirPods and listen to the music.. Ugh Brandon... wh- Wait.. someone is coming. It's Brandon... I don't have the power to talk with him.. what should I do? Shit he's opening my door. Let me just pretend I'm sleeping..

Brandon: „Alex?"

I didn't say anything... okay now he's gone.. ugh .. i'm a wimp!..

POV Manu:

So I'm driving to my house. Oh fuck... that moment.. when Brandon and I came close... did- did he felt that too? These.. feelings in my stomach.. it was just beautiful.. but yeah.. then someone called him and the moment got ruined.. I wonder.. what would happen, if the moment didn't got ruined.. would we.. kiss?! I don't know... I get in my House and waiting in my room for Brandons call.. hm.. maybe he's doing Homework. So.. I go to the shower. Warm waters came on my body... ugh i have to think of Brandon... NO! I- I won't do it now.. I quickly get off the shower and dry myself. I put the towel around my waist and sit down on my bed. I check on my phone, if Brandon called me or texted me... nothing. That's weird.. should I call him? Maybe something happened..

„Hello, this is the Mailbox-"

Ugh.. maybe his phone is dead.. I hope it's everything there... I have a bad feeling right now..

That's it. Short again but yeah. Will Alex tell Brandon about his feelings?? What you think?