Chapter:06

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YN: ' You pity me... Jungkook'

You said as his eyes widened he shook his head a he bite his lower lip not knowing what to say.

Jungkook: ' N-No...- It's Not like that---'

YN: ' It is Like that! YOU PITY ME!! JUST BECAUSE I HAVE DID DOESN'T MEAN I'M ANY LESS THAN YOU!!'

You yelled standing up as your fingers were now pointing at him accusingly who was shocked he vigorously shook his head, He was scared now You knew he's feeling guilty but at the same he's speechless.

Jungkook: ' No- please I love you.. I don't pity you Yn listen to me..!'

He immediately said trying to grab your hands but you immediately take steps backwards, Shaking your head tears trekked down your cheeks as you sniffled.

YN: ' G-Get out Jungkook...'

You said as tears welled up in his eyes before he fall on his knees and grabbed your hands gazing up at you.

Jungkook: ' P-please... Don't push me away... I can't l-live without you..'

He sobbed before kissing your hands as he grabbed them tightly as if scared to let you go, His gestures were making your heart ached even more.

He's making it hard for you to push him away....

You tried to pull your hands away but he wasn't letting you go, You can't see tears in those eyes it's hurting you.

You tried your best not to let those emotions took over your mind, he sobbed- This guy is sensitive but-

You can't do this anymore, You don't want him to cry for you,  You wanted to see him smile for you but your presence was enough to make your life miserable.

He hurt himself, Cried and you're the reason behind his misery.

YN: ' P-please Jungkook... I'll only ruin your life .... Leave me alone find someone for you---'

Before you had a chance to speak again he interrupted you and said something which made you frozed.

Jungkook: ' if you push me again... i promise i'll kill myself... before somi saved me she won't be able to save me again... when i said i can't live without you.. i mean it..'

He looked determined to do this, And you knew Tlthis Guy is crazy as hell he'll do it, And If he died ,Guilt will eat you alive.

Giving up you fall on your knees As your eyes met with his, and that's when you let those walls you built all those years down, And hugged him.

He hugged you back crying on his shoulder, as he cried on yours... You can't let him ruin his life for you, but you don't want to be the cause of his death.

He's your first love, And you'll never be able to see him in pain.

No words were needed, each other's presence was enough to calm you both.

You somehow felt Complete, He made you feel complete... The warmth of his embrace was something you were longing for.

You don't remember feeling this comfort with anyone before..., His cries died down but you weren't ready to let him go.

You know whatever you're doing at the moment will make you regret it, But for once you want to listen to your heart and be with the one your heart wants.

Jungkook: ' I'll never pity you... You're my other half, You're my everything and I'm nothing without you.. you'll never ruin me you'll Complete me... A life without you is nothing but painful....'

He spoke near your ear tucking a strand of hair behind your ear as he pecked your Head before pulling away from the hug his eyes immediately searched for yours.

Jungkook: ' Give me a chance... We'll get through this together... I won't disappoint you.. I promise to be by your side every single day...'

He said his hand now cupping your cheeks, His eyes staring deeply in yours waiting for you to speak.

Your and his eyes were teary nose red, and cheeks puffy but he looked more cute... He looks so vulnerable And precious.

His eyes filled with nothing but sincerity and determination...















Meanwhile

Smiling widely at the man Infront of her she took a seat beside his bed as he stare at her tiredly, his eyes were half open.

Ivs on his wrists and oxygen mask attached to his face, only his eyes were free as he stare at the Fragile woman infront of her.

He wanted to ask her but just couldn't, he couldn't even move.... He just stare at her waiting for her to speak.

But then something clicked in his head as he immediately remembered her.

She's Yana's friend... Somi...

He as slightly surprised because Yana just dumped him and dumb him was still calling his yana even when she said she's Yn, It's just- he think she's trying to hide herself from him.

It's not like he's that desperate to chase her he won't do it for sure anymore...

He loves her , And he respects her decision he'll try to control himself...

Somi: ' I-I... I heard about your accident so I immediately came here...
I hope you're not feeling pain anymore...'

She said sweetly before searching for something in her small purse as Taehyung watched her with Curious eyes.

How he wished instead of her Yana was The one visiting him, But life is complicated we usually don't get what we desires to have.

Somi: ' I saw a necklace... It says victory, I bought it because I wanted to give it to someone.... But I just couldn't figure out to whom-.... So now finally I found it's owner..'

She was speaking while looking for something in her purse as she finally found it and smiled widely, Not gonna lie she was cute.

But Taehyung's heart already belonged to someone else- someone.. who'll never be his.

She excitedly showed him the necklace it was a Gold plated necklace, it says "Victory" His eyes gaze at the necklace and then at the girl.

Who was still smiling sweetly at him, as she put it on the beside table and her smile turned into a sad one.

Somi: ' I hope you'll get well soon... I hope next time we meet , You'll have this necklace.. if we ever meet again I hope to see you smile like the other day... I hope we'll be able to become friends as well...'

That smile never vanishes from her face the whole time, Her face was glowing as Taehyung listen to everything carefully he wasn't able to respond to everything she said.

He could only listen,... She stood up smile at him once last time before walking out of the hospital room.
















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