God's Least Favorite

Tw ED Sewerslide SH Abuse

My name is Arcade, I'm 14, friendless, dad less, have a mom that couldn't give two shits, anorexia, self harm addiction, and i'm tall.
The classic loser story.

I moved to ohio like 11 years ago with my mom after she fell in love with a man from her highschool. My dad left in first grade because my mom hated that he smoked,  therefore leaving me to spend time with my grandma a lot.
The first house we moved to was pretty ok once i hit like 8, i got a couple friends, was introduced to the love of adrenaline and adventure. By 12 i  kissed a lot of people, fucked a couple more, sipped alcohol, and smoked a bit, and got in a shit ton of fights.
I remember a kid named Andrew gave me my first hit and i didn't cough at all.
That day is probably when my shit fell.

See, most mothers would freak if they heard that, but my Mom?
1- She didn't know. Who the fuck tells their mom they are 12 smoking, boxing, and having sex??
2- She wouldn't care. As long as i wasn't home to target her so loving husband it was ok.

I hated her husband so much. He would yell at me, be a bitch for legit nothing, blamed everything on me, and fucking hit me.
I wanted him dead.

The worst my mom did was fat shame me, mentally abuse me, call me slurs, make me out as a mistake, and be an overall bitch as well.
So she wasn't that bad.

But either way i hated it at my house and even tried to kill myself once when i was 8. I took about a bottle of medication and went to bed.
Most disappointing moment of my life when i woke up.

That's when i started cutting. It was the second best thing right?

Anyways, then we moved when i was 14.
To a preppy neighborhood despite being completely middle class.
Everyone there sucked and i didn't bother making friends.
So i was made fun of. The only thing keeping me alive considering i had no friends to escape to was going around town at night.
The stars weren't visible here from all the pollution but it was still pretty.

There was a cute vintage area south from my house, and right before it turned into town there was a skate park.
Thats where i spent most my time.

Now that we're all caught up on my shitty life here's how i met a hot alt chick!