What is the worst thing that can happen to one person? How much bad can be written in one's life that she is tormented again and again? My life is going to be a wreck, destroyed and I realized it minutes ago.
The moment I entered the room, I sagged to the floor. So many thoughts were running in my mind. It was the worst decision I made till now. I should have just said no. Why do I have to agree to everything?
I got up and moved towards the window. Settling on above the table, I gazed aimlessly towards the woods. I can't help the tears that fall down my cheeks. Why me? The question has lost its meaning now. I have asked the same question over and over and nothing changes. It is always going to be like this. There's no way I am going to be normal before I am completely broken.
I cried myself till I was drained.
My stomach growled, making me realize I was starving. I changed into my pajamas and a tank top. I put my flip-flops on and headed to find the diner. It wasn't that hard to find the diner. Everyone was either going or coming out of a big hall.
Someone ran into my back, sending me stumbling forward. Mr. bad caught me by the waist, hauling me off my feet and directly into his chest. When did I name him? The air left my lungs in a rush. Even through the layers of clothing between us, I can feel his biceps were stone beneath my palms.
"Hello there. "The vibration of his voice making me ache with desire. What am I even thinking? I flushed with embarrassment, unable to find the will to push away despite the audience around us. It didn't help that his attention was fully on me, his hard body radiating powerful demand.
"I am so sorry. My mistake." The girl said behind me. "I was engrossed in my phone that I didn't look. I am sorry about it."
"You should be. Next time you walk keep your eyes straight." He said coldly. He set me down, my knees weakened by the contact. He stared at me for few seconds. Then he vanished as quickly as he appeared.
"Pervert." The girl cursed as soon as he left. Reaching out, she steadied and eased me back gently. "Are you okay?" I nodded.
"Just give me a minute." I stood there, calming myself till my breathing was even. Oh no. Something has got into me. The series of images flashed in my mind. How many times I will run into Mr. Bad around this campus? More than I can imagine.
"Hey? Are you listening? Have you lost your appetite after seeing the college hot and sexy guy?" She taunted me. I thought she must have just left.
"No."
"No?" She raised her eyebrow smirking at me.
I shrugged.
"Okay then. Let's go or the dinner will be finished." She tugged at my elbow dragging me with her.
"So what's your name fresher? ... Oh don't give me that look. No one reacts like that when they meet him. Unless they didn't know him or are not warned. I figured out it."
"Ohh. My name is Nandini. Your?"
" I am Anaya. Third-year student and your senior." She laughed. "But don't you be afraid, I owe you for pushing you, so I won't rag you."
I slightly smiled.
"You don't seem to be talkative. I think I have to rag you to speak up, fresher." She teased.
"I need time to mix up." I defended myself.
"No problem. At least I will have someone who will listen to me. See, we have to take plate from there." She told.
We headed towards the counter, served ourselves, and sat at the far end of the room. The hall was almost empty, seeking the time for dinner has passed. I cut the bite at my food. It felt so good. Maybe I am just starving.
"Okay, so tell me about yourself." Anaya asked.
"Nothing is interesting about me to tell. You will get bored."
"Oh really. I am interested now. I think I will stay with you. I never got around with anyone here. You are just what I needed in this hell."
" Thank you."
I liked her immediately. Of all the bad things that had happened today, she is the best thing. I was just going to take another bite when three girls stood before our table. The girl with red-haired was glaring at me. She seemed to be the leader.
"What do you want bitches?" Anaya said sternly.
"Stay out of this, Anaya. It's none of your business."
"If you are talking to my friend then it's surely my fucking business." She hissed. God just give me at least fifty percent of her confidence.
"What do you think you are? You better be away from him. He is mine." The red-haired girl said hastily.
"OH. So this is it. He shoved you out and you think she will conquer something you can't. But let me just tell you he will never have you, even if you are the last one breathing. And for her, I will make sure she stays so long that he can't mess with her like you." She yelled at them.
"Mind your mouth. You better make sure or I will handle it on my own. My eyes are on you." She warned, pointing the finger at me.
They left us. I didn't know what just happened. I don't even know that boy, and his girlfriend already warning me off. What did I do? I heard Anaya cursing beside me.
"Thank you..."
"What thank you? Can't you have just said anything to them?" She cut me off.
"I am sorry. I didn't know what was happening. It was unexpected. I don't know what to say."
I walked out of the diner, hearing Anaya call my name, but I didn't stop. I ran, managed to wait until I reach my room, to start crying.
Why I am so weak? Why can't I stand for myself? I have lost my friend now, who was the only chance I can survive here. I mess up everything. No one will stay with me.
I curled myself in a ball and cried myself to sleep.
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Her Angel
Fanfiction#1 in IndianFanfic Nandini Murthy is timid, shy and self-conserved. She accepts life as it is. She thinks everything that happens to her is her destiny and it can't be denied. Sometimes it's too much to bear. She wants to raise her voice but is scar...