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mistake - SH

Me and Sam were dating for two amazing years till everything went downhill. The past month we were arguing a lot and almost for everything. It was the worst month of my life. Eventually  this morning we broke up after Sam accused me for cheating on him with my GAY best friend. He yelled at me and after a not so long argument he called it off. I went home and after that I haven't spoken to him since then.

" why don't you just go with him? If he is better than me." he started yelling at me. I was currently sitting on his couch scrolling through instagram and let me tell you that I didn't even know what the hell was going on.

"What? Who is better than you and who am I supposed to go with?" I asked as calm as I could.

"David. Isaac sent me a photo of you and him hugging in the park yesterday. What has he more than me? Aren't you happy with me?" I was about to answer but he cut me off " Clearly not if you are cheating on me. I thought you were good. You know what I am broken up with you. I don't want to have anything to do with someone who is cheating on me." And like that my whole world came crushing down. I stood up and walked over to the door.

" And I don't want to have anything to do with someone who accuses me that I cheated on him with my gay fucking best friend. David is fucking gay and he has a boyfriend who doesn't start an argument for every little thing the last month." I said as I walked out and to my house. I heard Sam yelling my name but I didn't turned back , I kept walking. The moment I closed the door of my house I broke down.

Sam's POV

I screwed up badly. I know it's not an excuse but the last month we were giving exams in university and I was really stressed and I  took it out to Y/N when she was trying to calm me down and was there for me. She had never taken out her anger or stress or tiredness on me. Whatever I would do she would always stay calm and help me fix it. But I decided to be an asshole and accuse her for something she didn't do. I just ruined the one thing I never wanted to leave my life.  I just broke down when she closed the door behind her. I knew I was ruined.  I took out my phone and called Tom.

"Hello motherfucker." he said in his normal joking voice but as soon as he heard me sobbing he became serious and worried " hey what's up?"

"I broke up with Y/N."

"why what happened? I thought you were going to propose to her this. weekend." he almost shouted 

"yeah I know but I thought she cheated and  I went out of control taking out every bit of tiredness , anger and anxiety to her when she was completly innocent and now I have ruined my life more than I thought it was possible. She was MY life Tom and now I ruined every bit of it." I broke down more.

"okay me and Harry are coming over right now and we will all figure something out. Please don't do something idiotic." I hung up and pussed myself up as hard as i could and went to sit on the couch. I tried to call her multiple times until my brothers arrived but it was useless she didn't pick up the phone and I don't phone.I heard the door opening and saw Tom and Harry coming running to me and hugged me.

"get up right now." they instracted

"What , Where are we going?" I asked confused as they both  dragged me to Tom's car

"we are going to pay Y/N a little visit and you have to explain her what happened and at least convice her to be your friend because you screwed up badly and let me tell you that we no one has ever seen you happier than when Y/N came to you life. So now that we are here get your ass to the door and fix what you fucked up."

"But Tom what if she doesn't want to see me."

" Then we will figure something out but for the meantime get your stupid ass to that door and get the love of your life back right the fuck now or else i will tell mom all the bad things you have done including this and do you want me to remind you that Y/N was like a daughter to mom and she will be very angry to hear that you broke her heart. NOW GO." 

I took a deep breath and walked over to the brown door knocking twice. The door opened reaviling a Y/N with red puffy eyes and kinda messy hair but somehow she was still stunning. She step aside letting me inside without saying anything.

"Maybe I just wasn't supposed to have you. Maybe there were too many ignored red flags for us to work, and you saw that before me. Maybe you leaving me was a good thing." She said the moment she closed the door. I turned to look at her crying more.

"No Y/N it wasn't a good thing. You deserve the world. Something I can't give you. I really can't understand how you chose me from all the people in this earth. I mean I know you are bi and trust me I feel honered that you chose me from all those people who wouldn't have fucked up their whole life by one stupid photo a friend sent them. Because Y/N you are my life and I ruined everything. I know that this is not an excuse but this is an exam month in university and I was always tensed about me writing good in the exams that I hadn't realised what I was doing to our relationship. I am very sorry for everything I put you through , you didn't deserve all the pain I caused you. I am not expecting you to forgive me but I hope we can still be friends. But if you don't want to I don't blame you." at this point I was crying harder than I thought it was possible. 

"Finished?" I nodded expecting her to keep me out but instead she hugged me " I forgive you love. Even thought I spent the last hour crying my eyes out I forgive you because I can't live without my life."  

" Well then" I fall down in one knee "  Y/N Y/M/N Y/L/N will you marry me?" She was crying again but this time happy tears while nodding her head. I slipped the ring to her finger and hugged spining her around. " I love you Y/N." 

"I love you too Sam."