Endless love

Chapter 6 - the date

It's been a few days since the unexpected happened and honestly I don't know how I feel about it, but me and Callum are definitely aren't dating yet. I know what we did was way worse than dating but it kinda just happened, we were in the moment I can't help that. Me and Jack are supposed to be meeting up tomorrow and honestly I'm terrified because I felt like I've done him wrong even though I'm not dating any of them. Well I guess this is a little test for me to see who truly is the one. I still haven't told anyone, i'm really not ready to tell phoebe, I just don't know how to. I mean I could just come out with it being like "phoebe me and Callum slept together the other night" but I can just imagine her reaction. She'll kill me or never talk to me again, but both will obviously hurt. My head hurts because it's full to the brim with all these tangled thoughts. My heart is pounding, I'm really surprised I haven't had a panic attack yet. Well, imma see how this goes with Jack and if things workout nobody will need to know about me and Callum because I'll have Jack.

*the night of mine and jacks date* I get ready for mine and jacks date today, I'm wearing a pastel blue knee high slip dress, with sandal wedges, my hair down as my hair is naturally curly and today my hair is really shiny and soft so it looks really pretty.
*The dress I'm wearing*

He's standing outside my house waiting for me leaning up his car, he looks so cute. He looks up and moves his hair out his eyes. "Woah, you look stunning" I blushed, I saw his cute brown eyes beaming at me. He was wearing a muscle fit black and grey checked shirt with black right fit jeans, he was so handsome. He took my hand and open the car door for me and let me in. We were on the move, "are you gonna tell me where we are going?" I said while giggling. "Nope, it's a surprise" He then placed his hand on my thigh, and I instantly got butterflies.

After an hr, he parked the car and we came to a stop. We were parked by a beach, and a hotel and a restaurant next to it. We walked to the really posh restaurant next to the beach. We sat at a little booth that he reserved for us and we waited for a waiter to come and take our order. It was so cute, it had an 80s theme, the waitress wore skates and these cute dresses and their hair up in a messy bun. We ordered food I ordered chicken nuggets and chips with a cheese burger, no I'm not one of those girls who just orders salad, and Jack orders a hamburger special and onion rings on the side. "This is such a cute place, how did you find out about this" I asked him, while smiling. "It's a place my parents used to take me, I love it here" he looked sad when mentioning his parent but he continued to smile. I feel like his parents maybe a sensitive topic for him so I change the subject. "So, tell me more about you. What is your dream job?" He moved a bit closer to me, and held my hand. "Well, I've kinda always wanted to be a professional rugby player, but I don't think that'll ever happen, so I'm training to be a mechanic, because I also love fixing cars and I sometimes play rugby, I used to play for a team" I look really passionate about what he was talking about. "Omg, I love rugby! It's the only sport I properly understand" I exclaimed, but then blushed because I realised I spoke Just a little bit too loud. We carried on speaking and I got to know a lot more about him, but we didn't go on to them topic about family. Once we finished eating we had pudding and then left.

We took out shoes off and started walking along the beach. We sat and watched the sunset. It was so romantic, he held me and gave me his jacket when I got cold. He also brought a 2 blankets so he went to his car to get them. We hand one underneath us and the other we snuggled up to. I felt so safe in his arms. It's the most fun I've had in a long time. "Have you brought any spare clothes?" I looked at him confused but luckily I did. "Yes, that's what was in the bag I handed to you. You can never be too sure" he chuckled at me. "That's good! Because I've booked us a night in the hotel" I looked up at him in surprise, "you didn't have to" I uttered. "But I wanted to and that means we get to spend the night together" he exclaimed, while beaming. We got the clothes out of the car and took them to our hotel room. It was a massive suit, with a jacuzzi bath in the bathroom, a massive king size bed in the bedroom and a beautiful balcony, with have a wonderful view of the beach. Jack is such a gentleman, and very caring indeed. I could tell he really thought about this date. The spare clothes I brought was a tank top and some really short shorts. He just had grey joggers on and I can tell you this he looked hot in them.

*warning 16 + scene*

We stood there gazing at each other for a while, and then he slowly walked towards me, picked me up and sat me on the table and we started to kiss. He then picked me up again and took me to the bedroom. He sat me on the bed where he undressed me and then I tried to undress him (he had to help me a bit). I lay on my back and he got on top of me. He started kissing me neck, then started kissing my body making his way down to my pu$$y, then started kissing my inner thighs, trying to tease me, he came back up to me kissing me while he started to finger my tight wet pu$$y. He then opened my legs and slowly put his dick in me, started off fuckin me slow and then he got faster, making me moan louder....

*end of the scene*

We started spooning, I fell asleep in his arms. I can't believe I've just done that again. What am I meant to do now. Maybe I should just date jack, it won't cause any arguments and he's so sweet, but then I've liked Callum for so long. This is such a hard decision. What do you think I should do?