BTS IMAGINES BY @youmeandi7💜

When you go skinny dipping together : him as your best friend

Kim Seokjin (18+) (oneshot):
'Jin where are we going? It's midnight, If profesor Min will find out about this he will kill us!' I whisper-yelled. 'Oh come on Y/N, relax yourself for once, will you?' He said, rolling his eyes as he was leading me somewhere. He stopped in front of the camp pool. 'Let's go swim!' He said, making my eyes wide. 'You want to swim now? It's midnight!' I yelled, but he didn't listen. He started removing his clothes, but I almost passed out when he took his boxers off too. I immediately turned around and put my hand on my eyes. 'What the fuck Kim Seokjin?!' I screamed out, hearing his chuckles. 'Hey wassup?' He asked still chuckling and moving closer to my figure. 'Wassup?! What do you mean by that? Why are you naked?' I yelled again, but he covered my mouth from behind as he was just inches away from me. 'Come on Y/N, don't be shy, hum? I'm your best friend ok?! You don't have to be shy in front of me! Now let's go and swim. I'll wait for you in the pool.' He said and jumped into the pool. I turned around with crossed arms, watching him. He looked flawless as always, his perfect body, perfect features, perfect personality.....everything perfect. The only problem is he is just my best friend and a fuckboy. These are the two lines that are impossible to cross and I know it and so this only makes it hard for me. Everytime I'm with him I feel special, happy, loved, appreciated and so many other feelings that I can't even describe. It breaks my heart, knowing that he doesn't feel the same, that I'm just his bestie and nothing more. It breaks me, everytime I see him with another girl and It breaks me even more, knowing that everytime It's a different girl. This is why I've never confessed to him, cause I know his answer and his feelings and I just can't loose him after all these years. I need him by my side so bad, but also It's destroying me deep inside. 'Y/N, come on, please!' He begged and I couldn't resist his puppy eyes. 'Ugh fine! But can I have a little bit of privacy, please?' I asked as he nodded and turned around. I undressed myself and jumped slightly into the water. I flinched a bit at the cold temperature, but after a while I finally felt comfortable with it. 'You can look now.' I said, looking down, cause my cheeks were red. He was staring at me, making me nervous. 'What's wrong?' I asked embarrassed. 'Nothing. Let's swim.' He said and started swimming. I was swimming behind him, but looking into the sky at stars. I accidentaly bumped into his back as I was busy looking at the stars. 'I-I'm sorry Jin.' I said backing off as I wanted to swim in different direction, but he turned around, held my wrist and pulled me closer to him, making me bump into his chest. 'J-Jin? What are you doing?' I asked, my voice was shaking. He didn't answer me, he gently pushed me against the pool wall, looking directly into my eyes. He brushed the strands of my hair off of my face gently, not breaking the eye contact. He was getting closer as our foreheads and noses connected. He was breathing heavily, his arms were wrapped around my little waist. I put my hands around his neck instinctively still looking into his eyes. He looked at my lips as I licked them. He moved his gaze back to my eyes and kissed me. The kiss was passionate and rough, but filled with so much love and pain, It was just a mixture. Our tongues were fighting for dominance, his hands pushed me even closer onto his chest. I felt his cock teasing my womanhood. When he pulled me closer again, my legs instinctively wrapped themselves around his waist which leaded his lower body to move closer and he suddenly entered me with his cock. I opened my eyes widely, because this was actually my first time and It kind of hurt. I was feeling so full with his cock inside me. A tear left my eye, but he kissed it off from my face and moved his head to my neck, placing soft kisses on it. 'Shh, I know It hurts, baby, but I promise It will feel good in a while.' I nodded and let him work. He let me adjust to his size and than started thrusting into me in an inhuman space. My whole body was shaking, If there wasn't the wall, my balance wouldn't even exist at this point. He was kissing my lips again, but this time it felt more hungry, craving for more. Our moans were exchanging and vibrating in our mouths. My hands were moving without my control. I brushed them in his hair, playing with it without knowing what am I doing. After a while I suddenly felt some weird feeling in my stomach and down there. My back arched at the pleasure I was feeling when I reached my climax. I came all over his cock as he thursted one more time deeply into me and came as well. He fell on me, kissing my shoulder after he pulled out. Tears streamed down my face when I realized that he fucked me just like the other girls, so I didn't mean anything to him. He heard my sobs and looked at my face. 'Y/N....w-what happend? Did I hurt you?' He asked as I pushed him away. I swam away and went out of the pool being followed by him. I started to dress myself, but he caught me and turned me around by my wrist. 'Y/N....I....did you not like it? Did I hurt you? Please tell me.' I chuckled bitterly. 'Yes, you did hurt me Kim Seokjin, but the diference is that you hurt my heart, you destroyed it, you broke it! I hate myself for falling for you, because I know who are you and what girls mean to you. Why did you do this? Why did you fuck me like others? Am I as worthless as them for you? I fucking hate you!' I yelled, breaking down in front of him. 'Y/N I-' 'You what? You what Jin? Just reject me already and I'll leave you alone, so you can fuck them again!' My legs were weak and my heart wasn't far away from heart attack. 'I don't want to Y/N! Don't you understand?! I'm fucking them to forget about you! I like you since the start of our friendship, but I never confessed, because I thought that you wouldn't want a person like me. Yes, I was fucking girls for fun, but that was before I realized that I love you. After that I wanted to forget my feelings for you, because I would hurt myself and you too. I don't want to be just friend with you Y/N! I feel empty, sad, incomplete and completely useless without you. You are the light of me life Y/N! I love you, I fucking love you, no one means as much as you mean to me and I didn't just fuck you, because I was horny and wanted to break your heart, no! I want to cherish it, I want it to be mine, I want it to be untouchable by others, I want to make sure that no one breaks your flawless soul Y/N! I wish I could let you know earlier how perfect and better you are and how much you deserve, because....fuck....you deserve the whole world, you deserve everything and you deserve to be loved. If It's not by me than I'll understand and not bother you anymore, I just want to see you happy that's all my life is about Y/N.' He said, tears streaming down his cheeks. I was speechless by his words. Pain and suffer were visible in his eyes. I felt guilty yelling at him without letting him to explain. The fault was on both sides and so I couldn't blame him or I shouldn't blame him. I ran to him and hugged him tightly. 'J-Jin I'm so sorry for yelling at you without letting you explain. I love you so much, you mean the whole world to me and I thought that you would never like me, so It broke me when I thought that I don't mean anything to you. I want to be loved by you and no one else. I'm all yours Kim Seokjin, all yours. Even If you would break my heart a hundred times, I would still run back to you.' I said snuggling closer into his chest. 'Thank you Y/N, for giving a chance to someone like me. I love you so much my baby. Can I call you mine from now?' He asked. I pulled away, looked at him and kissed him hungrily. 'From now you can call me what you want, because I'm only yours and I belong to you.' I said, he smiled softly. 'All mine?' 'All yours!' I said, making him chuckle. He lifted me up as my legs wrapped around his waist, but this time higher. He picked up our clothes and carried me into his room. 'Jin this is not my room!' He giggled and slapped my ass. 'You think I can survive another night without you by my side?' He asked with his puppy eyes. I looked at him and cupped his cute, red cheeks. 'Uhm yes???' 'Noooo!' He brushed my hair away and pecked my lips. 'Please! I promise I'll be a good boy.' I couldn't resist his cuteness. 'But If profesor Min will find me here in the morning, he will be angry at us.' 'Ahh, Y/N please! I promise I'll be a good boy besides we are not in highschool anymore right? So he can't tell anything!' I sighed. 'Ugh okay, but can we cuddle?' He started jumping around with me in his arms as excitment filled him up. 'Anything for my baby!!!' He said and ran with me to his room.
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